I feel the cold
The cold within
Fighting
Biting
A painless din

Creeping slowly
Yet full of speed
The coldness claws
My feet retreat

Mind full of emptiness
Yet spinning
Grasping
Past a faultless youth
Forgotten

Hurt inside
No pain to show
Oh I feel the cold
Can you feel its glow  

See the redness of rage
Feel it's anger
Burn you out
To a disaster

I'm the mad old fool
Itching for the real truth
Be my age
In my youth

The kiss without the passion
That's how it felt to me
The lightest touch
The smallest peck
A feathers breath indeed

The fire without the rage
Passion was the key
A kiss without the passion
A real... fait accompli

A touch that had no loving
No hold or guarantee
No eyes to see
Just blackness
No life for you or me

Her look that looked
right past me
Blinded out to sea
The touch that missed the feeling
Life in misery

The mist rolled in along the dusky cold green hills
Air so dead yet wilderness so alive and wanting
Waiting for the dread of darkness death
Predators hold

Teeth so sharp
So white
So clean
Waiting for the blood red taste
A longing from the devils breath

Smelling the fear
It's all around us
So so in the misty hills
Green is gone and darkness shrouds us ....
Time to run
Run from the ****

The silence screaming in me head
Give me something please
I beg
Talk to me so I may live
Silence deadened
All forgive

Inner rage yet outside peace
Wanting life to re-release
Thought my head would cope so well
Fear the silence
All not well

Chains so heavy
Yet quieter still
Talk to me
Hear me
Heartbeat
Fear me
Silence ..Scare me

I walked upon this earth feeling dirt through my toes
As gods tears washes life into the new
As I breathed another sigh the wind cried in my ears
Letting me know he was here
It feels good to see such beauty
To feel the sun
To hear the birds

One day this may all be a dream of the future
One day it may all be gone behind
One day I'll be to old to worry ..
As life passed me by

As I walked into my home
Smells hit me of love and hope
A doggy wet nose barking
Daddy's home
A cuddle and a kiss for wifey
Oh the bliss
A shout from way upstairs
Eh dad are you Ok

These things that take me there
A time in life
One day not there

Where did Christmas go ..
Where was my mo ...
Or jo
What happened over here ..
My minds gone
No Christmas cheer

I've left it all behind
The debt the beer
No more wine
Turkey clucking gone
Crackers stopped
Pop no more

Where is my Christmas cheer
I've lost it
Gone from here
Where has my life gone wrong
A failure
In a rotten hole

A Christmas cheer to all you folk
A happy time we pray
Friends so near some afar
A Merry Christmas say

A time to sing and drink a toast
To you and one and all
Time to say a prayer or so
To lost ones...to recall

May you relax ...enjoy this day
Eat to much ..and laugh away
Time to give to not receive
Time to remember ...why

So raise you glass
Enjoy this toast
And wishing you all well
A Happy Christmas one and all
Under some mistletoe