Silenced to my heart of dead
alone into the road I travel
Can no one see the harm in me
this lifeless hope of never free

Bonds on chain just never go
as memories bite my living hell
Can I cry for that's how I feel
Sobs of sadness quell my steel
Wish that life could be much more
My bed is made ..My life...My *****

Nose running to the sounds of a gushing waterfall
as my mancold takes me over
head pounding as dewdrops form.....ready to plop
tissues by the dozen as the green takes over
Im a man I am
a man  

of course its worse than yours ..Im a man
of course I need my bed ...Im a man
of course Im of all week... Im a man
Im a man I am
a man  

Me fav biccys taste of cardboard
and I ache like never before
Oh darling fetch my papers
Im a man I am
a man  

so phoned a sicky as you do
of course I am ...you see
Im a man I am
a man  

a duvet day for at least a week
till im up and ready
phoned docs 5 times to rest my mind
im a man you see a man  
no deaths door he says to me
Im a man yes Im a man

Love in ........









Love out ....

My mind showed a place
a hell on earth
a different race
a cloud so dark .. light burnt out
this feeling of pressure
life in doubt

My body in shock
a head so full
a cry out loud
a black in darkness..show me a sign
this hate of life
life burnt out

My eyes so low
a hearty sigh
a seed of hope
a time to shout...give me a chance
this time to show
life to live

the view from his stool was a sad end to a life of despair
as he sipped another whiskey from his crippled hands
barely able to grasp the glass that contained the sweet nectar
his eyes said everything that his face tried to hide
a man faded to walk amongst the living dead

this was his existence this was his life
a man with no future a man set to die
his frail bones latched to the seat as his lips urged another fire from god
a shake so evident that time was past
yet his comfort was there for all to see
the bottom of a bottle now empty of greed

his weakness of spirit its name had him good
the water of Uisge Beatha alive in his blood
his stool is still there till next he does stagger
for more of his water and more of gods fire

My friend was up there a pure beauty up high
a light from the heavens so sure i could fly
a moon with a beam so shining and pure
a sign from above who knows....anymore

whole and round and full as can be
a man on the moon looks right back to me
see his face..my pal my mate in the air
a man on the moon with a cheesy grin stare  

He's just to reliable to not take the hint
stop looking my way ...an eye with a glint
I dont need your tides or big moody swings
so stop all this staring ..stop laughing at me

I'll send up my army to gobble you up
my mice do like cheese things
its what your made of

so be my friend back again and stop with those looks
leave me and my mind in peace just show me the love
I want Mr reliable my mate in the air
to be my best friend again
my man in the air

The second sun glowed deep into the night as my path lay open
only the few could see the sorrow in my eyes as the light faded
yet the glow grew wider as my heart cried out
I was the wrong side of the road

My madness enriched from the fullness of tide
yet quelled from a loved one my love of my life
times like these are so special and rare
to face the end no worries gone fear

I stepped over the line to come back to this time
a happier person a whole brand new life
me is back me again until the glow shows
a sign from the second sun I fear my heart woes