So tired ...yet ..no sleep comes to me
even as i ache with thought
another day with pain yet no solace to spawn
skin tingling with fire yet no flame to wash away
sleep come to me so that.. dreams
get me through another day

darkness outside and darkness within
still no sleeping no calming begin
candles burned out no life left within
heartbeat decided a life spent in sin

headless spinning a new dawn shines on
the sleepless within me fights yawning begun
time to breath in a freshness to start
a new life within me a path an new start

here i go again with this line ..a track begin
no sleep to comfort me ..no head to clear to breath
my mind is fizzled out ...a break out give the shout
stir the hidden beast.. inside me set him free

I know he's ready now as eyelids sag and bow
will he break the free ..bonded on to me
madness is so close as tire takes its toll
monsters fall asleep and let me be the me

if only you could feel the pain that was so real
monsters crying shout ..let us all come out
scratching from inside they cry to be alive
as you fall asleep the monsters get to breath

My heart sank as my eyes viewed the sun
it was low as shadows grew longer into the darkening skies
night was fast approaching and the end to another day was nearly done
beauty would disappear as blindness became me

was this the last time i saw such awe
was the balance we so abuse on this earth still be here tomorrow
who are we to be so in control yet leave the starving
time will tell when tomorow becomes our hell

live for this day as if you need to
dont waste whats there to take.. to breathe.. to touch
earth will never forget you as dust fills the gaps
to start again dont live from the past

what a beautiful face as i looked her way
she didnt know it that i loved her eh
as she walked my way and spoke in haste
my love for her still grows in pain

what a lovely look from her to me
a look that gave me all i need
that smile that took my breath some where
a look of love fell into air
what touched me out as i felt her skin
electric daggers serious pins
i felt alive like never before
a look of love fell through my door

and now she's mine for ever more
my love my one that i amore
i love her in so many ways
my lover ..soulmate ...inamorata

darkness all around me as I lay about to sleep
was thinkin of the future was future without me
would I wake up to see the light a new day born I hope
or woud my body fade away last breath gone up in smoke

I guess you know the answer as I sit here writing this
but are you here to read my thoughts to share my wakened bliss
I'll never know the answer unless you speak through god
or maybe we will meet again along well trodden path

my thoughts of black did hide... a deep and darkened fear
was I about to miss all this... a fate.. nor goodbye cheer
I know ..I know the answer ...will come to me one day
when I have passed upon this earth and words just fade away

as I look on past those eyes
a calling falls to me
Time I took a breather time i looked and seen
see the crackle see the red
hope its just the work I do and nothin I may dread

My heart is saying all is fine ,my eyes say so much more
time to take another path
time to live the green
all is golden as glass is drunk
leaving so the aftermath of stolen hearts and soul

wake until the taste is gone
yet taste I crave so more
headache stolen for the day ....tomorro waits to fall
see the future ask my face a new way is begun
welcome to another place
a darkness falls away

I drew a life of a thousand faces yet none were as loverly as you
as i closed my eyes I saw that smile as it sparkles and twinkles my heart
you remind me of good like sunsets of gold and amber that fill up my life
my love for you babes is all that I ask in return for the love of my wife