the spot on the moon did pass as i saw 3 cats
running in my eyesight running from the black
then I saw a rat.. that jumped in front of me
crossing to the other side ...hungry for its feed

was this a feeling or somewhat memory
of living in the past a previous live in me
or maybe luck was on my side ...the spot on such a moon
a sign from someone looking down.. upon my life of gloom

the sign did make me smile as it all came as one ..
a thought into the future ..a new way looking on
a fog that wouldn clear my eyes had been so long and gone
a new way now into my life ..the old one memories on

My mind is on fire ...can you see it burn
its heat is is desire.. a bar-b -cue turn
logic dictates that to touch will inflate
my big headed ego a mind in a state

my body is aching from work in undone
it feels so asleep yet a new days begun
can feel my bones wanting another sleep in
but mind is a calling wake up time again

alive and awake is how its begun
the death in the family has finally moved on
i feel so alive that I want to join in
my mind is alive now ...now let us begin

Is heaven in a shoe box ...has god just waved goodbye
did life just pass you over as your about to fly
was you so bad that life betrayed thee
could you have done so much more
Is heaven in a shoe box ..closed up for the night

Devils is in the detail ...or so we,re told so much
so why do we so bother if life was simply such
no-one told you how its done and no-one questioned why
devils in the detail ...go mess it up lets fight

So pick your box and find within ..the shoes that fit your life
its your one chance to change your way a new day that begin
no more detail no more sin just heaven in a shoe box
its open lets begin ........

Pain behind my eyes

eyelids that wont close as dawn awakes ...oh the dread of another day
pain behind my eyes yet no end from the pills that blind my soul
lifeless in a world so full of gold so full of hope
torture from the past now hunting for my very future
pain behind my eyes yet no end from the pills that blind my soul

stretching ...waking yet sleep evades another days night
Pain behind my eyes yet no end from the pills that blind my soul
see the world from a place ...a place in fear of death
light into my eyes show no life begun just a past behind
Pain behind my eyes still no end from the pills that blind my soul

The open window

The open window showed no life inside yet a shadow fell
stooped over a desk the lonely man wallowed in the paperwork ..
that bestowed him for many years yet why have this honour
an honour of chains that gave many links to the time served
he looked as he always did into the outside world from once he did live
a life so far away ..a family lost in the grind of the day that was his dream
now faded away

The open window showed a life that never lived ..a chance once missed
a dream one wish.. yet paperwork came with money.. yet no fame..
eyes looked out yet no light shone ..all gleam gone a future done
the man shook his head as he remembered good time remembered the best
stooped over his desk as ink dried pushing his pen
a picture nearby that nearly brought a smile as he reached to touch
a ring that shatterd the silence in him another call another meeting
The open window closed as the cold wind washed inside .they say
fortune favours the brave

As I lay there at the break of dawn a chorus fills my ears
blackbirds sing their heart a din that some might really fear
yet in my heart I feel the break that nature has begun
the dawning of a new life a day about begun

a sound so rich it warmed my soul was music to my ears
so sweet so loving everyday it warmed me to near tears
do we ever get the chance to feel the sound we love
a song so rich yet never read a blacbirds voice from god

as my senses come alive.. my mind in overdrive
my eyes yet not awake ..yet song i hear ..no mistake
a beauty sound outside ..a blackbird voice in cry
my eyes still so asleep awaken mind from deep

not wanting day begun ..a daylight warms my home
a light does shine inside ..awake my eyes alive
I open them with strain.. my dream near gone again
until another night when all becomes real life

so early in my mind i seek more sleep inside
to stay all warm in here a bedroom blissness MMMMmm!!
so live another day.. awake again make no mistake
enjoy what you so have a life to live a day to break