As i breath i feel it stirring that..
pain inside has started churning
chest feels weak as i draw breath..
fighting for a living death

pops of pain shoot through my veins
coursing ,looking ,gaining aim
fingers, toes and god knows where
pain does cometh with its fear

hold my breath its gone away
no.. no.. no ..to soon to say
its spreads inside yet i cant stop it
eating, feeding,living ,dying

bide my time as death comes calling
no more pain and no more crying
feel that itch is this the time
breath so short so in decline

time did call and float i did
saw a world that i not lived
no more pain and freedom waits
at his doors a knock i gave

welcome arms from someone strong
welcome to a world of love
welcome to a world of peace
welcome to lifes destiny

looking out on a cloudy day
sun and haze come my way
yet all inside is lost not found
how surreal how profound
heart still reaching loves once lost
head so down deep deep mud

looking out as rain falls wet
feel inside feeling dead
want that freedom life can hold
feel the need to break the mould
chains so wrapped i cant break free
free of live a live to breath

looking out as sun does shine
feel the warm feeling strong
chains no hold and death afar
breath the air breath the fire
stand up strong and look outside
time to change as i desire

can you feel the emptiness
can you feel the pain
its there right inside of you
its there for all to see

feel it in your dreams
wanting breaking free
can you feel the emptiness
can you feel the pain

lost and gone forever
never to be seen
family ,freinds and lovers
faces in the sand
can you feel the emptiness
can you feel the pain

pictures from another world
times from long ago
memories held for evermore

can you feel the emptiness
can you feel the pain
emptiness has its hold on you
tears wet.. to ease the pain

the wind did blow around me so
felt fresh and new to the spring
heat in the sun ..a joyous day has begun

flowers spawn awaken to the dawn
birds so alive ..a noise maybe a yawn
cows make their way ..milk please today
smile as a new day is born

wikka wakka wikka wakka
smiley on a plate

wikka wakka wikka wakka
smiley on a face

wikka wakka wikka wakka
what a smashing day

The year did pass and felt so quick
another year without his whit
he played his golf upon the new
it was his last until his due!!!

I died a year or Two.. a wake I guess
but now I think of him no less
He loved and liked and made me cry

why oh why did he so die

I know look back and want to say
so so much got in our way
Dad ..you *** you got me good
Dad I love you so so much

Twas 1942 my fathers day was due
he came upon this earth a babies brand new birth
they said he wouldn make it without his daddys blood
and thats what made him special ..a special kind of love

Twas 1966 my birthday ..a blessing in disguise
could only all have happened.. with my fathers fatherly love
i came upon this earth and caused a scarey stir
another babies breath a breathing from the air

Twas 1997 my son did come about ..was born to be so special
with that i have no doubt
so luck should have our family that i can give some thanks
cos tomorow was his birthday my dad my true best freind