I wonder what people would say upon my death

Would I be this great man of stature
Be so generous in life they'd stare in wonder
Would I be so loveable
Be the one you could hug at a thousand paces
Would I be the kindness of kind
Be so helpful in every way possible holding a thousand doors

I wonder what people would say upon my death
Would I be a name just forgotten
Be the one so annoying that I'd clear a room in seconds
Would I be cursed forever
Be hated for all that I gave to others till the last of my breath
Would I be so ugly
Be written in stone he did his worse go be the better man

I wonder what people would say upon your death

Your death isn't painfull
No linger to ones hurt
It comes and leaves you senseless
It's really awfully cute

See its nothing more than toothache
A hindrance of mankind
Like dead leg of your body
Screaming comes to mind

Let pain be left to others
A will you'll never hear
Missing smiles and laugh a lots
It's gone all nots to fear

So face your fears in waters breath
There's nothing to be scared
The pain is all for others mind
Unless you sing out loud

Tiredness creeping in
It's still the night
And I'm awake
She snores

The bell of St Paul's would be quieter
My cat on a zoom
The dog of next door rattling
Yet still
She snores

My eyes are wide open
These ears are all bled
The roof is all lifted
Yet still
She snores

The daylight is coming
The tweet from dawn birds
I'm so wanting sleep
Yet still
She snores

Oh please let me sleep
This madness fried eyes
Just one silent breath please
Yet still
She snores

Dawn has alarmed her
Was that all it took
I think I hear silence
Zzzzzzzzzz
He snores

When all you have is time

Laying there in the darkness of day
I feel the heat blister my skin
Thoughts wandering this life
Life taking my time

Ebbing away consuming my day
A lust for the truth
My mind be all confused
To be more than this
Time stealing this wish

Clock ticking the day
My mind falling away
One want for more time
A must for I cry
Give me a chance

Beautiful things are difficult
It's how we drove this world
Imagine what we could achieve
If love became us all

Religion gone it's not so real
All faiths denied but love
Wars of hugs and super smiles
Weapons drawn in good

A world of peace go be my freind
All money spent on kind
No hunger games just happiness
Long live the righteous life

These beautiful things are difficult
Yet in our palmed out hands
Just think next time you want to rage
Go solve it ...understand

I cannot change the hurt I am
A style been moulded
This life all had
It's how I roll to rock and sound
A party had my head a crown

It's what you get that most don't like
I'd drive away if that was kind
But for no ryhme I'd look right back
Turn full circle this hearts all tact
Bleed me out go fight the black

It's lurking all hidden in plain sight
Cloud upon cloud billowing behind
Yet as I turn my eyes drown this fog
Will it smother me in sleep
Turn me cold
Eat my breath

No apologies to shout my minds made all out
The balance is fine be madness to shine
Don't get me you see like most thinking tree
He's daft all not there a man in despair
I covet you all let my smile be your fall


It'll be the end this chosen path
One for the book of deathly blast
On a starry night you'll look up high
See me twinkle in your eye
Make you smile as memories fade
I lives this life in every way

How bright is your light of white and blue
Brided be blessed on fire anew
Some be green or the yellow of sun
Half be the in and shine out the dark
Ti's a beginning of the beginnings
Tickled snowdrops only mother to know
Our future is safe and so be the
Lighten candles of spring