andy fardell

andy fardell 4d

180

Like a bullet to the board
I threw and threw
The impossible 180
Beyond all these thoughts

Week after week the team sighed
Hand covering faces
Shouts of oh noooo
Yet still I did throw

Ti's an honour to play
If only I was as good as before
My bullets not true
My score always blue

Then it came
A night as we know
I'm on my old usual
The 7s I show

It's nothing to shout
Until it occured
I threw like I knew It
All nervously I'm sure

Till 3 darts did happen
180 it's true
I couldn't believe it
And neither will you

Then to add to this tale
My son did inhale
His first in his life
A 180 last night

Impossible 180
A fait accompli
My longing a next time
We'll see eh maybe

andy fardell 6d

Lost

Her eyes shone to porcelain
With a smile that devoured
Bronzed skin to a glistening crack
She was beautiful

I could only look from afar
Bite down on my lust
Bow my head
Dream of her scent upon me

Was I the fallen one
Madly in love with a sway
I couldn't think
Focus nor cry

The train left
Plumes of dust covered my face
She was gone
And I was forever lost

andy fardell 7d

To The Next

I wasn't ready yet
So much work to be done
Yet there he was
The black black crow

It was 3 in the morning
My bladder all so
Glasses abandoning my blur
Shadows awaiting me

And the shiver did come
Spine tingling my silver skin
The view quite the frightening
My rage boiled

The black black crow sounded
He didn't know I had it
My protector smiled
For I needed many years to come

Deep in my breath
The blow did its fire
Singeing black feathers floated the sky
In flight of his path
The black black crow moved on
To the next

andy fardell Mar 7

The End

Maybe I should do it
End the end
Would anyone want
Bleed tears from their heart
I doubt it

Take breaths be those last
No fortune to add
Seek all that is down
My last raise a frown

See I watched take his last
My dad wanten grasp
My fate not this way
A death watched touché

Now how may I do it
A drunken glass pulpit
Some tablets a wash
Daggers a blast

I can't really say
My heads disaray
My mind be a blast
These thoughts all my last

All that was ...
Was not all that could be
Your face in my vision
This end that I see

andy fardell Feb 20

WONDER

I wonder what people would say upon my death

Would I be this great man of stature
Be so generous in life they'd stare in wonder
Would I be so loveable
Be the one you could hug at a thousand paces
Would I be the kindness of kind
Be so helpful in every way possible holding a thousand doors

I wonder what people would say upon my death
Would I be a name just forgotten
Be the one so annoying that I'd clear a room in seconds
Would I be cursed forever
Be hated for all that I gave to others till the last of my breath
Would I be so ugly
Be written in stone he did his worse go be the better man

I wonder what people would say upon your death

andy fardell Feb 17

Pain

Your death isn't painfull
No linger to ones hurt
It comes and leaves you senseless
It's really awfully cute

See its nothing more than toothache
A hindrance of mankind
Like dead leg of your body
Screaming comes to mind

Let pain be left to others
A will you'll never hear
Missing smiles and laugh a lots
It's gone all nots to fear

So face your fears in waters breath
There's nothing to be scared
The pain is all for others mind
Unless you sing out loud

andy fardell Feb 16

She Snores

Tiredness creeping in
It's still the night
And I'm awake
She snores

The bell of St Paul's would be quieter
My cat on a zoom
The dog of next door rattling
Yet still
She snores

My eyes are wide open
These ears are all bled
The roof is all lifted
Yet still
She snores

The daylight is coming
The tweet from dawn birds
I'm so wanting sleep
Yet still
She snores

Oh please let me sleep
This madness fried eyes
Just one silent breath please
Yet still
She snores

Dawn has alarmed her
Was that all it took
I think I hear silence
Zzzzzzzzzz
He snores