I know you don't understand
and I know you may never -
but tomorrow will be here,
regardless of the rain,
and when the sun shines
you will see,
that you always were
enough

When you're lost
and needing direction,
turn to this, as you would,
and know
you will be found

When you're freezing
and have no warmth to give,
turn to this, as you may need,
and know
Spring is on its way

When you're blind
and have forgotten how to feel,
turn to this, as it may come,
and know
that you're still beautiful

When you've given
all that you may possibly give,
turn to this, as it may seem,
and know
that you are truly enough

In the shining shimmering lines of the day
stood you,
standing above all that was bright
and gracefully leading the way

those there heard you walk
and stopped to cheer you on

for on your head sat the mantle
of someone who meant something
to those who needed anything
and you called on
and you walked on
with such blinding
in all that was bright

She was everything -
But everything doesn't last forever,
and neither did she -

Happiness was
the clothes she wore,
but sadness

was the words she spoke
between lines of tears
that shattered everything

My heart mumbles your name
and my eyes long to see,
But everywhere
is somewhere that I won't
ever be

A song plays your smile
and my ears strain for noise,
But silence
is a sound that I
hear at course,

and Beauty marks my pen for you,
but I've forgotten how to write -
so blank
is the page that I weep over
tonight

But I saw the world
scream your name
in a flash of colour
that scarred my brain -
You were a smile
in an instant that
lasted forever
and filled my world -
But a second gone too soon
that I could never catch,
that I would remember
for all that I said

I feel the knife
Stab my brain
My heart
Over
And over
Again
But when they walk to me
With a smile and a laugh
I can't help but to push it down
Under my own smiles
So they don't feel
What it is that I do
And I don't have to worry
About them being so down -
But the thing is
When they leave again,
That pain -
It's still there