Pop
Push
Use
Snort
Smoke
Shoot up.
Pass out and repeat.

Cut
Burn
Bleed
Bruise
Scab
Scar.
Cover up and repeat.

Starve
Binge
Puke
Weigh
Work
Weigh
Don’t eat and repeat.

Lie
Scream
Cry
Plead
Hide
Run
Give up. No repeats.

Never say remember
That means that it’s the past
Never say forget
Because memories will last
Never say forever
That word is a lie
Never say nothing
And never say **goodbye

Gods made me patient
And He's made me kind
Love is a choice
But it also is blind
At least for a little while
A very small amount of time
True love that lasts
Love that stays around
Is love that sees your flaws
And stills loves what they found
Nothing good comes easy
Nothing worthwhile is free
I see your flaws and you see mine
But I still want you and me
I still was us to be

Lots of times
I tend to
Forget
Everything is real.

What keeps you awake at night, when you're tired and salivating for rest? When your mind regards insatiable dreams like strangers. No tired eye can pry away to slumber when theres so much to wonder and discover late at night. The world is quiet in its exquisite silence, a timid lover with calloused hands.

when i go to put you into words
my mouth gets twisted
my thoughts get slurred
and nobody understands our perfection
doesn't need tamed.
with constant tending,
how long can we keep this flame?
skeptics be skeptics,
& my heart's last confession
*was your name.