Love inside a pen
Chapters without a end

What am I doing wrong
As I sit here with BULLETS' in the chamber
Russian roulette to my invader
Suicide Contemplating
My life been so Intoxicating
Something Got a hold on me
Lately it's been slowy squeezing
Now I'm suffocating
They say I can change my ways
But I hardly believe it

The cricket be chirping
Under the Moonlight Shower

Thunder be roaring
Everything silence

Echo-Still everything fells louder

We been threw some things yea
I thought I could restrain you
I just want to tame you
It possible to change her
Every time I Try to put the Fire out
It puts the flames up

All you do is say sorry it wont happen again.
You blowing up phone 24-7
I showed you the way out the door
But you keep knocking to come back in again
So I Chain smoking these cigarettes
Till my lungs cant breath No more
Pain pills,Eyes dilated, Just to erase these memories
Your the only thing killing me

12 am
My brother called me
He told me he was bleeding out
Those where his last words
Still my tears don't fall
So let the liquor keep Pouring down
Keep that barrette playing
Its feels like home to me
Lost so many Homies to the game
I dont know when I lost my soul
Im trying to change my ways
Its getting hard every day
Never felt in so much pain
Half my pomes
My tears don't falls
Just writing this
my tears just pour
Im trying my best
But half I not
Where am I posted to go  
If im lost
in the back of skull
I got a pack full of thoughts
That I can't control

Look through my eyes
Beyond the mask  
I lost my soul
Down this road
I dare you too take a walk with me
Pass those demons prowling eyes
Through that maze
Where you don't want to be
You probably won't make it alive
But that's not up to me