I light it up
Let my cigarette burn slow
Looking at all these Girls
Like what they where though
I Filled my cup up with love
Im on cruise control
Siting back
Watching the world turn slow
Let live for ever young
Im in love whenever I feel numb
I not the one to trust no
I woke and said love Cant save me
Im hopeless saving
So close to the edge Im fading

Somebody save me
I cant take this anymore
Can anybody hear me
Or am I just talking to these demons in my head
Cuz I cant take this agony
I lost count how much miles I walked on this road
My thoughts so scattered
Looking down on this shattered bottle
Pain staring back at me
Trying to stay away from the past
But the thunderstorm keeps getting louder
The lighting keeps on cracking
Feeling emotion anxiety so much sadness
Im tired feeling lonely
Tired feeling lost
Tired feeling cold and numb
I just want to feel loved
But recently I been suffocating comprehending,arranging these thoughts
Trying to find the key
But im just playing hide and seek
They keep on telling me to find a shrink
But no ever gets to me

**** life

that's All she is

Tired being nice

**** Her friends

They call Her up

They want to chill

Give Her space

Trying to find who she is

Trying to find the way

To make them

understand

What the pain

She go threw everyday

She brings it up

then they are running back away

Like She insane and crazy

But we the same

Only thing is off

Is are brain chemistry

So She sit in back in the class

Teacher talking

She raised her hand

Why dont we have

A class about

The mental ill.

Razor blade
next to her.

Pain killers
She can evade.

No one knows
why she committed.

was it because she got bullied
Wearing a sweater Around the halls?

In 85 degree weather
To cover up her scars?

Or Cover the bruise
What her dad gave her?

While her mom on that
Couch Intoxicated.

Start it when She was little
Thoughts that she don't belong.

So she left a Written letter
Under that window pane.

The one she gaze's out
As once called her friends.

Explained a little
About her pain

She keeped the worst
Inside her head.

Feels like im chasing a high
To ease this Pain of mind
Suffocating everyday
blackness roaring in
So i sit
2 am
3 am I can't sleep again
as my tears stain this thin
Trying to find A medium in life
But im lost In this thunderstorm of my mine
So hummingbird, hummingbird
guide me with your light

his foot on the gas
His heart full aches
switching lanes
Rearview mirror of his past mistakes
driving way to fast
his life been black & grey
cigarette into ash
head in the clouds
pills on the dash
there's no break to be found
so He might need to crash
to slow His thoughts down
C

He feels cold
With a heart full of emptiness

His life unflods
As he sits in total solitariness

He's a tombstone
With thoughts that are restiveness