The silence says it perfectly-
it communicates so accurately.
With our bodies
moving softly in the dark
to protect this simple nothingness.
In our shared silence,
everything feels said.
Words would devastate this moment.
Words would ***** it all, jumble up our meanings.
My mouth is too unholy for all the beautiful things i want to tell you.
This moment feels eternal, intimate and sweet
Do you feel like everything that needed to be said
is being said perfectly
by just the locking of our eyes?
The slight brush of skin on skin
which is all i can sense,
is so satisfying.
In the darkness all i can see is the outline of your lips
and i've discovered they're all i need to live.

This is why silence is sacred
but to you is this darkness only empty
is your mind screaming inside you?
I hope you're like me and you feel comfort
from the feeling that you don't exist in the dark.
Do you feel better when you cant see your arms?
Does the silence save you from your worries,
does it soothe your regrets?
I hope this perfect silence is shared,
instead of being an annoying emptiness
to your usually overwhelmed ears.

sometimes
-more times than it used to be
it feels like when you say goodnight
is an escape you use
to rip yourself away from me
but without causing any damage
because goodnight is sacred.
its sweet, its i love you.
its have a safe night.
sleep as much as you can
because sleep is nice and beautiful
and so are you.
goodnight
shouldnt make me feel so sad
its because you're leaving
and im not done
its because the minutes between your responses
are longer than they used to be
and the responses are shorter than they used to be
your one word is so small
and so not enough
i want more from you
do i want too much?
mabye you dont have enough to give.
do i always ask too much?
mabye you're just trying to live.
tell me the truth
in more than one word.
tell me the truth.
id hoped youd thought more of me
than to just pass by with an "im fine"