Angelica Tanaquin

Oct 2014

rufus

I still get nervous when you're around
(And that means everyday)
When you are near, my heart is never sound
(And I still forget what to say)

My hands still get sweaty from just the idea of you
(And I could almost fill a deep pit)
I guess I never will get used to you
(And I have no intention of stopping it)

Shh, don't tell New York.

Angelica Tanaquin Oct 2014

still have

I still have a ton of feelings for you
My love is still true.

You always run through my mind
Something special about you I can't leave behind.

On the other hand you make me smile
Just remembering how it used to be
Just thinking about when there used to be a "we"

Whether we're together or not
I still love you "like a lot"
That will never change
Regardless of what you say
I always will
Even today I still have feelings for you.

And wonder if you do too
My heart still cares
And wishes I could tell you the words
That are bouncing around in my head
That make me wish I was dead.

Angelica Tanaquin Oct 2014

crazy

It's crazy how you once called me baby
crazy how everything has gone hazy
And crazy how I can't breath without shaking

It's funny how you once said you loved me
Funny how everything is hanging by a tee
And funny how I can't shake this wanton feeling to just be

Angelica Tanaquin Oct 2014

I am a gamer

I have been wildly enthused about gaming since I was younger, and a career path I chose not to go down but did really consider was getting into programming and game design.

Angelica Tanaquin Oct 2014

never stop loving you

All I know is that I feel pain

In every part of my body

And the worst part is that

I know it won't go away

Until I stop loving you

And I vowed to never stop loving you.

Angelica Tanaquin Oct 2014

whoops

She's flirting with a boy
for the sole reason
that she is desperately lonely
and she want the attention
that he is so willing to give her
she's flirting with a boy
because it makes her feel wanted
and that is a feeling
that you forgot to give her
long ago
she's flirting with a boy
and she think he'll break his heart
not because she want to
but because you do not want her.

Angelica Tanaquin Oct 2014

change

Change will always come,
not because it has to,
not because it wants to,
but because it's necessary.