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You expect me to
Sit here and take it
I sat there for years
Waiting for you
To grow up in some way
I know it’s there
Somewhere
But not here
Not now
So yell and scream
I just won’t listen
Anymore
In plight of loving you,
I bleed,
And willingly surrender my self to death.
But my heart is entangled with yours,
But I have to depart now.

Im not giving you away,
it's just that,
someone really deserves you, my friend.
I have given all my love to you, but what do I get in return?
A broken heart.
I gave you my life and you killed me day by day.
I want to pull my aching heart and tear it piece by piece, So I no longer love you.
I want to loose my memory so I no longer think of you.
I want to go so far so I no longer have to see you.
I want to cry but I no longer have any more tears to fall down
my sad lonely face.
I want to sleep but my dreams haunt me with you in them.
I can't seem to find a way out. What do I do?
How do I get out of this?
How do I stop this misery? How do solve this mystery?
I can't seem to find anyone to make feel the way you do,
The way you look at me,
the way you say my name,
the sound of your voice when you tell me that you care.
I love you so much I think I'm going to die from this pain that haunts day and night.
How can forget you? If the only love I know is you.
How can I move on? If life is not the same with out you.
I want to brake free and move on but I think I'll be doing something wrong.
I just have to close my eyes and let things fly and let the days pass me by.
I want to cry
I want to scream
I want to tell you mostly
I hate that I'm so afraid of everything
I hate that you're the one thing I want the most but can't have.
I wish I were strong enough to say no to you
I wish I could believe my own lies I use to cover up the pain you left
I need to move on says my head
I need to hold on says my heart
I need to decide says my mind
I want to hurt you
I want to be with you
I want this nightmare to be over
I wish I could make things they were before you
I wish I could change time
I wish I could change you
I wish I could have hurt you before you hurt me
I need you out of my thoughts
I need you out of my heart
I need to start doing things for me
I hate that I gave you something I can never have back
I hate that I wasted it with you
I'm tired of hoping aimlessly for you
I'm tired of wanting something I can't have
I'm tired of hurting me for things that aren't my fault
Funny though how you never once said sorry for hurting me,
for breaking me,
for not loving me
wishing things had never changed.


when you get what you want,



but not what you need.
I don't know why. Why am I still thinking of you. Why am I still concerned. Why I still care. Can't fall asleep thinkin' of you. When you get mad, I don't know what to do. Long ago, we're like bestfriends, so close to each other, talked everyday, no secrets, having a good time, and lots of memories. But now, I am just a "Friend" to you. A FRIEND! Hoping someday, we can go back to the way we used to be.
It's all in the past.
You never see my pain.
It's behind a mask.
You say to forgive and forget.
I'm going to make the day you met me,
A day you'll regret.
Get out of my mind.
Memories get in my way.
I wish someone could ease the pain.
It's time to let go and forget everything.
You said you loved me, I doubt it was true.
All I want to do is forget you!
But I can't.
I still have feelings for you.
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