Hummingbird Blue

Hummingbird Blue Apr 2014

Maybe the sky isn't above us.
Perhaps it's only our world's reflection.
For the sky is beautiful,
And so is life.
The clouds are people,
moving frantically around.
And maybe the sun,
Isn't what we think.
It could be outcome,
Of all our warm hearts put together.
Have you ever looked up,
And saw a cloud stand still?
That was you.
After all,
That rainbow you've been chasing,
Is your dream.

Hummingbird Blue Mar 2014

Undefined Sulk

I feel hurt
But I don't know why

My heart is heavy
Dark like the night sky

I want to cry
But I'm out of tears

Unfathomed words
Awaken are my fears

Why am I doing this
When will I learn

I am a disgrace
Nothing good will I earn

Hummingbird Blue Mar 2014

Water's Invitation

Oh lake, oh pond.
Oh small body of water.
You called for me today.
I heard you.
Thank you for your perfect timing,
For I was feeling miserable.

Now I sit here, before yours truly.
Your ripples are gliding.
Creating an illusion one can only see.
I see blue, I see green, and I see brown too.
I see life, I hear life, and I feel it the most.

Something quite refreshing.
I needed a break.
And how dandy you had a spot just for me.
Rustic look, a gritty feel.
Facing the beautiful you.
I see your guardians watching every move,
As they stand around you.

Swaying slowly.
For the wind is here too.
All of nature's creations have gathered together.
Thank you for inviting me.
I am truly grateful.

Oh lake, oh pond.
Oh small body of water.
You are so real.
I wish I could be you.

Hummingbird Blue Mar 2014

A Best Friend

A best friend is someone who loves you
You can tell them all of your secrets
They listen to all of your stories

A best friend is someone who accepts you
Someone who supports you
A person who treats you special

A best friend is someone you look forward to seeing
You laugh with them
You wish you could spend eternity with them

A best friend is something everyone needs to have
Someone who never judges you
Someone who respects you

A best friend is someone not feared
Someone who does not make you cry
They won't put you down

A best friend does not say hurtful things
They do not ignore you when you speak
They apologize when they are in the wrong

A best friend should not be intimidating
You are supposed to feel comfortable
You should be able to talk about everything

So what do I call you?

You say you love me
But you have disrespected me

You make me fearful
You hurt my feelings

I bow down to you
Because I do not want you to be angry

What are you to me?

If you are ever to read this
Take it to heart
I am not brave enough to say these words aloud

Because I am scared of you
And that's not fair
Read the first line again

Hummingbird Blue Mar 2014

Metaphoric

A gray may appear overhead
A light is not there
It will be cold they said
But inside I was more than fair

For I had you
My ray of sunshine
A warmth so true
Our hearts, intertwined

Stay with me
Be my forever
Be my sea
I will swim whenever

Kiss my lips
Embrace my soul
You are a rare eclipse
You’re a nice spring stroll

Every day with you
The best day ever
Our love is true
End; It will never

Hummingbird Blue Mar 2014

The Maze

twists and turns
locks and keys
through the maze
an end not seen

searching high
searching low
you can try
but you'll never know

upside down
spinning in circles
mystery of a ghost town
too many hurdles

a place sometimes spooky
it is my mind
a brain never off duty
thoughts are undefined

Hummingbird Blue Feb 2014

Where is the Sun

Where is the sun?

Visible in the sky

Absent in the mind

Where is the light?

It is dark now

Where is the sun?

It is cold

Ice has surfaced

It is melting

Continuously

Never ending

Where is the sun?

I am drowning

I am being swallowed

The ice belongs to the darkness

I am prey

Have you seen my hero

The sun

Please find me the sun

The sun is happiness