50 years from now, I will be living with my soulmate, who isn't you. You'll be standing there, with your mouth open, gaping at my picture perfect life.
50 years from now, I will in love with someone who is real, who isn't you. I hope I crushed your heart, like you did with mine. I opened up to you, hoping you'll save me. But, you didn't. You sunk me.

50 years from now, I'll be trying to forget you. I smash you out of my life, like you did to me. But, I'll never forgot, like I want to do. I'll drop out of your mind like a stone, but you'll stay in mine.

I just hope you'll be okay. No smoking or drinking. Just stay safe. That's my wish

We'll both forgot the breeze/Most of the time/So it is -Damien Rice (Blower's Daughter)

I wish you had never happened to me. I believe that you destroyed my life, yet you have no blame. I trust that you won't tear my life down, if I leave yours. Then again, you've broke my trust forever.
The answer is simple, as easy as 123 or abc: I should leave you, yet I can't seem to. I try and try, but there is so much you can't understand. My life is so messed up, and I can't seem to see the path.

Till the day I die, I will hope for more. I will push my way through the waves of the remains of my life

I have pushed away my friends, and the people I love. All because of one person, who remains secret.

Always trying to keep you warm, when your the sun -1985
It's painful to push you away, yet so easy. I play tug-a-war in my head, fighting for my right to leave you.  

please, let me go

forever and always

Till the day I die, I will love you

i wish that
i could fly
away, away
from this place
from all the hopes and dreams
that circle this world.

i find pain
in those words
as the angel lifts me
from me darkened
perch. she lifts me
into the light
from my pain

from the darkened world
i breath in the light
realizing i was
holding a breath in
for thousands of years

i held my breath
for a long, long time  
now a light engulfs me,
turns me into something new

the dark perch far behind,
i freeze
this isn't me
i am living a life of lies
all these thousands

i grab the wing
on my shoulder
i take the feather
and drape it on my wrist
the red covers my arm

i look and see myself
once again, for the last time
my face pale, eye wide

*good bye

i* believe
we* all
are here
for each other

i sob
on your shoulder
my dreams and hopes
gone

i  believe
in **Us

the angel was turned to stone
long, long ago
i see the fear on his face
reaching out to me

his stone hand
is wrapped around my wrist
i feel the regrets, the shame
his lover cries
from the stormy clouds
above his resting place

the stone angel
is coming back
isn't coming back

The fire is red as blood. I watch the flames go up in the air as I taste the sadness of the people whose houses have burnt to the ground. I turn back, but all I hear is the bursting and explosion of flames.

Am I violent,
Because you assume I am?
Is that really me?

See this little spot?
It's mine.
It's blue, purple, and green
All the colors so clear.
See this little spot?
It's mine.
It's freezing and boiling.
All so clear.
See this little spot?
It's mine.

Hello, Sunshine!
How are you today?
I love your outfit
With all your bright colors
Your warmth is comforting,
So toasty and your embrace is safe
*Thank you for leading my way today

I loved my friend.
They left me alone.
How could you?

Trust. Love. Hope
Dreams. Happiness.
Those words mean nothing to me.
*How could you?

I sit in the dark
Shivering, freezing.
I curl up in a ball
Hungry.
Cold. Thirsty. Tired.
Words are dancing in my head.
I'm been here for
minutes, hours, days,
weeks, months, years

Words.
You
You did this to me
I thought you loved me
I trusted you

I cough. I taste coper.
Light peeks through
You come in my
Cage, my shell, my mind, my life
*help me

Hopefully by the next year I'll love you
Hopefully by next week I'll find you
Hopefully. Hopefully. Hopefully.
That word spins, dances in my head.
I can't trust it, though
It sends strange feels through me
I believe it is hope.
But I can't trust it.

See, I don't have any friends.
I don't have a family.
I don't have anyone in my life.
Or...At least that I love

Hopefully by tomorrow, you'll love me too

I close my eyes
I see black
All reminders.
gone
Gone without a trace
I feel cooper in my mouth
*Good night

He's there for me
But I love the Other one

For him I Bend
*For you I break

Her
He looked at me from across the room
My heart was pounding, and my chest was heaving
I smiled shyly at him
He didn’t smile back
I looked away, hoping
I hope he saw me

Him
I looked at her from across the room
She was breathing hard
I was loving her shy smile
I didn’t smile back
To scared to scare her away
She looked away
My heart stopped

Her
I hoped at him
I was scared to look his way
But he had looked mine
I was hoping so hard
My heart hugging and punching itself

Him
I loved her hard
I willed her to look my way
She didn’t
So I did

Her
My heart stops, hoping for him
My breaths become short
My eyes stop seeing anything
Anything but him
I smile again
Hoping he sees me

Him
She smiles again
My heart stops
My breaths become short
I quickly smile at her
I noticed the hope

Her
I see the his dark eyes
They change
They change from dark and solid
They change to dark but I see a twinkle
I look down, suddenly blushing

Him
I see her cheeks
They're a rosy pink
I gasp under my breath
She blushing for Me

Her
I dream tonight
And I dream of him
He's there with me

Him
I toss and turn tonight
My heart snaps
*She can never be mine