allie

allie Mar 2017

bleh.

bleh.
its worth it
but
i cant seem to wrap my head around the fact
bleh.

blehhhhhhhhhhh the only word on my mind

allie Mar 2017

sad(ly)

yeah, yeah
there is this
there is that
but.
i doubt that you can see me for me
but.
no it's not right.
so.
sad(ly) i walk
(a)lone.

i'm feelin depressed so here we are again.

allie Mar 2017

truly.

i close the emerald gems
that shined
and hope i can dream

but,
secretly,
i truly am happy.

yeah. i am bored out of my mind but ain't got anything to do. soooo...

allie Mar 2017

UnFurLiNG

i UnFUrl tHe gEnTLe bREeZe
i LEt it gAze mE in a sERIes of dANCes
aS iT sINGs in SORroW
mISSinG tHE onE wHO hOPeD
tHE onE wHO drEAmEd

iT unFUrLeD wITh nO nOIsE
anD i sMiLE aT iT bUt,
iT kiLLS me.

Anyone feel like when you give something space to live and bloom, and you protect it, the thing leaves you at the first chance it gets?

allie Mar 2017

Untitled

These past few months I've been writing
These past few months I've been singing
These past few months I've been sinning

Over the past year
I've danced
Lived
Loved

And that, my dear friends
Is all I can write.

My life is optional. Yet, it seems mandatory.

allie Feb 2017

Spree.

It covers the land
It covers the ocean.
The urge to keep it,
the urge to hold it,
it keeps me going.

allie Feb 2017

The truth.

The truth is
in the end it all turns to ashes.

It's true. Everything *does* turn to ashes. I mean, think about it. In a thousand years from now, the pyramids could be gone, replaced by a oasis. The empire state building could be replaced by a floating building. The possibilities are endless.