I sit in the dark
Shivering, freezing.
I curl up in a ball
Hungry.
Cold. Thirsty. Tired.
Words are dancing in my head.
I'm been here for
minutes, hours, days,
weeks, months, years

Words.
You
You did this to me
I thought you loved me
I trusted you

I cough. I taste coper.
Light peeks through
You come in my
Cage, my shell, my mind, my life
*help me

Hopefully by the next year I'll love you
Hopefully by next week I'll find you
Hopefully. Hopefully. Hopefully.
That word spins, dances in my head.
I can't trust it, though
It sends strange feels through me
I believe it is hope.
But I can't trust it.

See, I don't have any friends.
I don't have a family.
I don't have anyone in my life.
Or...At least that I love

Hopefully by tomorrow, you'll love me too

I close my eyes
I see black
All reminders.
gone
Gone without a trace
I feel cooper in my mouth
*Good night

He's there for me
But I love the Other one

For him I Bend
*For you I break

Her
He looked at me from across the room
My heart was pounding, and my chest was heaving
I smiled shyly at him
He didn’t smile back
I looked away, hoping
I hope he saw me

Him
I looked at her from across the room
She was breathing hard
I was loving her shy smile
I didn’t smile back
To scared to scare her away
She looked away
My heart stopped

Her
I hoped at him
I was scared to look his way
But he had looked mine
I was hoping so hard
My heart hugging and punching itself

Him
I loved her hard
I willed her to look my way
She didn’t
So I did

Her
My heart stops, hoping for him
My breaths become short
My eyes stop seeing anything
Anything but him
I smile again
Hoping he sees me

Him
She smiles again
My heart stops
My breaths become short
I quickly smile at her
I noticed the hope

Her
I see the his dark eyes
They change
They change from dark and solid
They change to dark but I see a twinkle
I look down, suddenly blushing

Him
I see her cheeks
They're a rosy pink
I gasp under my breath
She blushing for Me

Her
I dream tonight
And I dream of him
He's there with me

Him
I toss and turn tonight
My heart snaps
*She can never be mine