Sometimes sad to the core
Feeling weaker than I felt before
Sometimes I find it hard to breathe
It's like my personal demons are trying

to **** me...

I have moments of everlasting pain
But nobody else can see
Those demons who used to be my friends
They now like to torture and control me

It scares me how I can't control my mind
Drives me to the point of utter insanity
I guess it's all true

My former, friendly demons
Are now trying to destroy me

but the glorious feeling
          of having
                       no sustainable thoughts
                                    is amazing
everything
                                                             flitters
                          around

pay no attention to the
emotions you were feeling
        white fuzz
cloud
                             covers them with a veil
                nothing matters

I wonder if I deserve him.
I wonder if my love,
Is good enough for him.
If my heart is pure,
And perfect enough,
For the one I love.

He's almost too good.
He's almost too fine.
He's so perfect,
Praying that,
He'll always be mine.

People say, love never lasts..
Seems like it's maybe a fact,
But I like this boy so much,
I want our love safe under wraps,
So nobody can interfere,
So that no one can touch,
What is ours.

I'm addicted to him,
and he says he's addicted to me,
But who knows..
What will be,
Will be.

He's the man of my dreams though,
I wanna hug him and kiss him forever more.
I never knew he'd mean this much to me,
But as I said and mentioned before,
What will be,
Will be.

The young pup has much to learn.
It has so much to learn untill it is all grown up.
My young pup just take it slow.
Don't rush life just let life come to you.
You don't want to grow up just yet.
One minute your wanting to grow up.
The next lifes a pain in the ****.
My young little pup don't wish to be grown up.
Just live life untill the very end.
On my dying breath take my hand and hold it close.
For my final wish I don't want you to be grown up.
Your still my only and my very young pup.