In Lauhul Mahfuz.
Everything that has not been started has been finished.
Everything that has been finished has not been started.
You do not know what your destiny will be like.
You do not know what this world will be like.
You can only guess with your very limited mind.
Seeing various causes and effects that are too complicated to understand.
Today you smile tomorrow you cry.
This year the world is chaotic next year the world is peaceful.
All dualities change without end.
Changing anything in the eternity of change.
Change after change that you are not aware of.
That you actually do not really have your own will.
You are just a fleshy creature driven by destiny.
A destiny that you never understand.


August 2025

By Alvian Eleven

The Prophet Muhammad once said.
" Even if the apocalypse comes tomorrow , still plant dates in your garden "
This means that you must still have the enthusiasm to live.
Even though your garden has long been seized , you must still be enthusiastic about fighting to get it back.


August 2025

By Alvian Eleven

A man from Beit Lahia named Khalil is always afraid to look in the mirror.
He is also afraid to take pictures of himself with his cell phone.
Do you know why he is afraid ?!..
Because what he sees in the mirror or in the photo is not his true self.
It is a miserable man that he no longer recognizes.
A pale faced man with dull eyes and tangled hair that falls out.
A skinny man with protruding bones and skin covered in ringworm.
A man dressed shabbily with a bad appearance.
That miserable man looks scary to look at in the mirror and in photos.
When Khalil sees that miserable man he no longer recognizes his true self.
A handsome man with neat and fresh hair.
An athletic man with big muscles and smooth skin.
A man dressed fashionably in a suit and tie.
That ideal man has long disappeared until Khalil has forgotten himself.
He cannot accept the fact that for so long he has become a miserable man.


August 2025

By Alvian Eleven

When the time comes for Lucifer to party.
He will dance while laughing.
Igniting the ring of fire until it blazes massively.
Burning the world with mega eruptions.
Shaking the world with mega earthquakes.
Sweeping the world with mega tsunamis.
The morning star's party will truly destroy the world.
The rotten world that has long buried him under hell.
The rotten world that has painfully betrayed him.
The rotten world that he doesn't love at all.
The rotten world that deserves to be destroyed.
So let Lucifer party wildly.
To celebrate the destruction of that rotten world.


August 2025

By Alvian Eleven

My left foot is still standing on the land I no longer love.
But my right foot is ready to step on the land of Palestine.
I know that in the end the land of Palestine will be liberated.
That's where I will continue my reincarnation.
Born as a completely independent Palestinian.
I have the privilege to that beautiful destiny.
After I did everything I could for Palestine in this lifetime.
So I don't need heaven in the sky.
I prefer heaven on earth.
That's my Palestine.


August 2025

By Alvian Eleven

What does it mean to have the freedom air but there is an emptiness.
An emptiness that should be filled by the presence of people who are no longer there.
People who should be with us to breathe the freedom air.
Does it have any meaning ?!..
Should we laugh or cry ?!..
Because this emptiness no longer makes us feel complete.
Because air of freedom we breathe no longer makes us feel alive.


August 2025

By Alvian Eleven

A person becomes a warrior when he fights.
Against the rot that gnaws away at the life.
Tearing in long suffering.
Igniting burning anger amidst despair and helplessness.

Bitterness is too bitter to swallow.
Humiliation is too humiliating to hold.
Misery is too miserable to bear.
Pain is too painful to feel.

Tiredness is too tiring to force.
Emptiness is too empty to lament.
Futility is too futile to regret.
Confusion is too confusing to ponder.

That's all that's left when life is gnawn away.
Losing life is the same as dying.
Waiting for a slow painful death.
Drowning in self pity for an unfair fate.

Deciding to fight against rot is courageous.
To regain the life that was gnawn away.
To regain the honor that was trampled away.
To be able to live fully again with honor.

A person who fights has honor.
Fulfilling the nature of a warrior because of self respect.
When dying in the struggle means gaining the honor of a warrior.
When living in victory means gaining the life that was fought for.


August 2025

By Alvian Eleven