People in Gaza are too tired of suffering.
It is too complicated to digest the suffering in the midst of endless chaos.
They no longer feel the need to post what they are experiencing.
Because they feel it is no longer useful.
They feel abandoned by the world.
A world that is silent seeing their suffering.
A world that is unable to understand and save them.
They have lost hope and feel helpless.
They no longer expect help from anyone.
This is psychological condition called Exulansis.
People in Gaza who have suffered Exulansis will not post anything anymore on their social media accounts.
You will no longer know whether they are still alive or dead.


April 2025

By Alvian Eleven

F35 is a very sophisticated and expensive American jet fighter plane.
It should be used for war against other sophisticated and expensive jet fighter planes.
Dogfight in the sky against the Russian SU57 or the Chinese J2 Dragon which are comparable.
But Israel is not enough to bombard Gaza with F16s or Apache helicopters.
Now Israel uses F35s only to bombard people and children who are exhausted and hungry.
It is very sad to see sophisticated and expensive jet fighter plane only used for massacre.
Ironically Israel bought many F35s with American tax money.
This is the most expensive genocide in the history of the cruel world.


April 2025

By Alvian Eleven

When the Nazzi besieged Leningrad it became a terrifying hell.
Everyday Nazzi planes bombarded the city many times.
As time went on Leningrad was increasingly destroyed.
People and children were starving and malnourished.
Nazzi troops blocked the supply of food , fuel and medicine.
The fate of the people and children in Leningrad was truly terrible.
Many died slowly and painfully.

Now history is repeating itself again.
Gaza has become the new
Leningrad in the third millenium.
A much worse hell and too terrible to be repeated again.
This terrible history is truly sad to repeat itself.


April 2025

By Alvian Eleven

After Eid the supply of flour in Gaza became increasingly scarce.
Everyday bakeries were filled with people queuing.
They jostled for hours just to buy a bag of bread.
Usually people who came in the morning got bread at noon.
There were also people who fought while queuing and then they were disappointed.
Because the bread had run out in the evening.
But now the situation is getting worse.
There are no more bakeries open because the supply of flour has run out.
Gaza is in a crisis of flour and all kinds of food.
People are starving again amidst endless chaos.


April 2025

By Alvian Eleven

Gaza is now completely destroyed not because of Godzilla or King Kong.
The destruction of Gaza is the result of Israeli madness and brutality.
For more than a year Israel has been bombarding Gaza non stop.
Jet planes , warships , artilleries , tanks , helicopters , bomb drones.
All of them non stop bombarding Gaza every day.
So blame Israel for the destruction of Gaza.
Never blame Godzilla or King Kong.


April 2025

By Alvian Eleven

The girls in Gaza love chocolate wafers or chocolate bars.
They also love cappuccino drinks with choco granules.
All of these have become luxury items that they cannot afford.
They can no longer enjoy because they have no money.
All they can do is upload old photos of themselves eating chocolate or drinking cappuccino.
All of this gives a little spirit to themselves who are weak and tired of surviving in the midst of the chaos.
They want to stay alive until the chaos ends.
So they can smile again in the midst of serenity.
While enjoying their favorite chocolate and cappuccino.
That's the life they love.
That's the life they fight for.


April 2025

By Alvian Eleven

Buddhists are waiting for Maitreya.
Hindus are waiting for Avatara.
Christians are waiting for Jesus.
Muslims are waiting for Al Mahdi.
Whatever people call it , it is the same figure.
People have been waiting for that figure for too long.
But that figure never comes while the world is really chaotic.
I think it's better for me to be that figure myself.
The figure of the Messiah that looks like an apocalyptic fantasy hero.
It is not my ambition to become the Messiah.
No one will give me salary or allowance if I become the Messiah.
But I have been baptized in hellfire to become the Messiah.
So now is the time to fulfill my destiny as the Messiah.
Do you know what I will do when I become the Messiah ?!...
Will I bring peace to this rotten world ?!...
No , I will burn this rotten world until there is no more rot left.


April 2025

By Alvian Eleven