I am nonexistent.

My mental health has gone to ****.

Silent tears rolling into quivering lips.

I am trapped in a room with no door no window; a room with abundance of insult and endless self-loathing.

Today's the day I stand up
I'll grow higher than a redwood tree.
Look down and I will see
The others look like ants beneath me.
Today's the day I harden
I'll have the backbone of a rino.
Charge head on into my fears
I'll demolish everyone who stands in front of me.

I am a nice person you are not.
I will catch more flies with sugar.
I will fake it till I make it.
Confidence here I come.

I am always forgotten.
I will always be forgotten.