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Amber Jul 2015
I miss you
I miss the connection
Without it
I feel like I can't breath

You were... (are)
All I wanted.... (want)
Why did you have to end it
We didn't even have a fight

You just ended it
and left me

Struggling for air
Needing a new home
Unprotected
Hurting

Come back to me
Please
I need you
Even though you don't
Need.... (want) me anymore
Amber Jul 2015
Every scar has a story
Every drop of ink has a purpose
I don't find them repulsive
They deserve pride

I earned every scar
I inflicted some
And others we're created

The hours under a needle
Worth every second
My tattoo all have meanings
They may not be apparent to you
But they are to me

I have a ***** in my armour
Maybe more than one
But
I never said I was perfect

If you ask me
I'm a basket case
Certifiably insane
But every scar has a story
And very ounce of ink
Was worth trying to tell
My story
Amber Sep 2014
Can someone free me?
Can anyone hear the sobs from deep inside me?
I'm tired of feeling alone even when surrounded by people
I'm tired of being judged
I'm just tired of everything

Love only exists for lucky people
Luck is only granted to those who deserve it
Amber Sep 2014
It should be helpful
It should show you at your best
It should help your self esteem

Yet it kills you
It shows all imperfections
It makes you feel small
And ugly
It shows every little flaw

Stupid rectangle
You show me everything
Everything that is wrong
Everything that needs improvement
Everything that ruins my day
Amber Jun 2014
I am an animal
I don't share
What's mine is mine
There is no ours

I don't label situations
In the same sense other people do
Its not boyfriend and girlfriend
It's simply put as MINE
And I hope I'm theirs

Yes I have a problem with sharing
No I don't do open relationships
Yes I do get jealous
And she is a **** mighty monster

A powerful enough monster
That eats away my calm exterior
And makes me crazy
Yet I'm thankful for her

If I didn't have her
I wouldn't care anymore
Amber Jun 2014
You are perfect
There isn't a thing I would change about you
I love your face
I love the way you sound like a pixie
When you giggle

Every time I fall for this CRAP
And only you make me
Why can't I get over you

Dear god why do you make me feel this way
These butterflies in my stomach
Won't go away
Every time I think about you I can't help
But smile

Yet I feel so depressed
When you decide someone else is
Better
I hate being jealous over you
Especially being you are not
Mine to claim

Why can't I let go of you
Amber May 2014
You
Make
My
Head
Spin

Faster and faster its as if
I'm on the tilt-a-whirl
And the faster it gets
The more adrenaline I have pulsing through my veins
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