When I enrich new souls I open up my thoughts
I feel things that have never been thought
I touch wounds that have never been healed
I un-vacuum things that have never been sealed  
I enforce new rules to those who are naive
I am the power beyond the light you've already conceived
I am the widowed shadow of the left behind
I am the ghost that is haunting you in the trenches of your mind

I am black and ashamed
I am withered and untamed
I am  the red on your skin
I am the ultimate evil from within

I count your days until they leave
I make clocks work like famous thieves
I am Robin in the hood
I am doubt inside your golden good

That pours out from souls at sea
I am the ultimate undying plea
I am the heart inside your chest
I am what is beating,
and I am nothing less

We are real and we are now
We are the power inside the 'how'
We are what is left of humane kind
We are what is raging inside your mind
We found it here, but are blind to see
Our minds can twist together
And finally leave

To the place that we call home
Above Jerusalem, our foreign home
Where the pages once wrote before
But did no justice for what is in store
For our sacred higher selves
For you and I
Heaven, and Hell

We finally danced, and I did nothing
I couldn't have
I didn't want to
Anything I did or could do
Wouldn't have been enough
You bled into my me
You bled into my bones
We were one
I held hands with thoughts
That we together, have always shared
I had only just forgotten
You brought me back to my first breath
My first feeling of regret
I forgive you, because I understand now
Swimming in song
Singing in irreplaceable tune
Step by step swallowing me in your swoon
We danced, and I did nothing
What more could I really ever want from you?

Today I am taking bites of gratitude
My head is level with the ground,
and I hear a new sound inside my mind
that rings unconditional
It is beautiful
Learning to submit myself to understand
foreign land that I have yet to walk on,
but you sail

This wind of jealousy no longer serves me
It breaks me
Divides me in half with myself
Separation locks me out
Pulls me apart
Drags me around
I am not these pieces of doubt
I am not afraid of who I am
I am, and that is enough
Stronger now that I can kiss this feeling goodbye
Jealousy, what a blasphemy
Something now that has nothing to do with me

Let me bloom into the Source
Let every microcosmic aspect of my whole me fold into itself
Let me be free of form
But fold into good company
May I love myself through all darkness
May I hate myself, but ask for
Forgiveness every time when I remember, and reclaim who I am
I am love, lust, and luxury
I am a powerful woman
Infinity; blissed into a dualistic formality
It evaporates, and segregates no longer
We are one
We get along with each other
Sister, brother
Father, mother
Beyond our blood we teach other
Intertwined in a love connection
Through sound alone we break an illusion
When we know ourselves
We know our wealth
When we breathe in our bodies
We indefinitely raise hell

Wake the dead

This is only the start
and it doesn't mark any actual words I might have for you
I will add and add and continue to glue on words of excellence
To your shoulder
Boulder now that they hold me on them so high,
because you do, I know you do
I do, I do, I do,
and I will forever
Heaven in our arms together
I hold you closer than my mother
Sick truth turned into something beautiful
I live for the day I first met you
In your eyes I swam to your heart
Plucking every single petal I found
The petals from your pollinated soul
The waves of your nurtured ocean of the mind
I sunk deep to the pit of your divine
and I am bringing you with me
I want nothing more than to sail away
With us-
Universe only knows what we might do
Let our love gripping heartbeats
Beat to the sound of our oblivion
Our heaven
Candle light night flame of Venus spread
Across the dark sky by the moon
Forever gazed inside this swoon
I love you, Lucifer
I really really do

I see you
I see what you are doing
I see where you are, where you're going
I have observed your words, your mannerisms, your actions
Everything is a mirror, and mirrors can offer distractions
I see you, but you can't even see yourself
I have tried to connect with you, but you have a hard time distinguishing wealth
I am a penny of love in your choice of reflection for change
I am the answers to the questions you don't ask, because the mirror you are staring into only allows you to see the mask you wear every day
I see you, and that scares you
When our eyes meet I have a power inside myself with a force so strong that it rips the mask right off you face
You don't even know yourself with out it,
So you hide from me, and run away
I am offering you unconditional love,
and I wish you could see me this way
This force that can destroy is beautiful
I've made peace with my demons, and that's why I reflect you today
Right now as I stand before you, I am offering you a painting
A vision of yourself, a masterpiece in the making
Mirror mirror on the wall,
Why do we run from the best of ourselves?
Why are we so evil to other people?
When they are our reflection
Here to help, heal, and restore jurisdiction
I see you, because I see myself
Broken down, and beaten
Practically crying out for help
I see you, and sometimes it is this simple
I just want to help

Push
What it takes for such movement
Momentum
The forward progress of everything
Constantly in motion
I am pushing for my own brightness
I am searching for my way out
I have glued myself to this place I have labeled as a home
I was born here, but I do not live here
I did, once upon a time, but now
That time has passed
It is time to push
Time for me to push

Just know your secret is safe with me
I wait on the empty sheets of my bed
Dreaming of the day you come home
Tossing and turning awake I will lay
Thinking of all the ways in this reality
I could have possibly made to make you stay

Don't leave the room because I'm scared
I dared you to come closer
I let you look into my eyes
I asked you to take pictures
I would do just that for you
If I didn't scare you just the same
If our souls weren't already intertwined
As if we didn't already know we knew what to say

Fear is always at the bottom of the caves in our hearts
Fear is always in the way of love when it starts
Blossoms blooming because we both see the light
Making our hearts braid together and putting fear out of sight

My fingers are crossed in hopes for you

You didn’t ask for anything from me,

But I still hold my words true

Your light is above my own selfish plea

Please hold yourself out

And wait up for me

The measurement of time is non existent
But I allow it to exist
The mist of what is
Lingers on your heart beat
Broken in sound
I found the echos
Distance is resonance
I feel it like not being able to breath
The need for power is *****
I am thirsty for balance
The challenge to be awake is real
I want to steal your heart and preservail

What do you do?
You wait for something better
What do you do?
You wait for something better
What do you do?
You wait for something better

Patience will give you everything that matters

What do you do?
You wait for something better
What do you do?
You wait for something better
What do you do?
You breath in everything that matters

Wait for a man that will give you his sweater

My words can only speak so much
Winds that blow south
Offer a much greater touch
Traveling on and far away from the cold
Like reverence itself
Creating a new mold
of culture and being
of thinking and seeing
Karma herself alive and showing
you what it takes
to make or break yourself
Because its all up to you
Dont devour your own hell

I always get this urge to write about pretty and beautiful things
But when I go to write I have nothing to say
I think of the moon and light from the sun
Or sometimes the stars and the constellations
The problem is that I am unaware of my intentions
Then the flow that I follow comes from unattended emotions
Leading to past and unhealed wounds
That I didn't even know still felt heavy and bruised
I am almost dying in places inside of myself
I am recovering memories from straight out of hell
I have named my own demons and chained them to my ribs
I keep them locked in blood sockets and force them to live
Burning in a nightmare I created myself
Its no wonder the moon is no source of help
I have decieved my own eyes, my own heart, my own soul
I have been made a slave to this feeling,
.........

I don't want to have time to be angry
I understand how possible it is to have better things on my mind
I usually do have better things on my mind
I just have no one to discuss them with
I have no one to embrace them with
I know it's not worth my time to be angry

It's hard to put the key in the door
Sometimes you don't know what you are looking for
Hoping for something that you might not find
Wanting something that feels so divine
Every pull feels past your reach
You tug on the **** like it is a ******* leach
Punctured on your inverted spine
******* out all your insides
For the soul you thought you kept
Before your play write ego had ever left
Dancing to the story you never told
Meditating for it to unfold
You find yourself down the narrow steps
Following though with every breath
You never knew just what you would find
Accessing miracles that are past your time
You hold them like blessings that have been brought
To you My Dear, my precious thought
That became more that I could ever dream
Through the Holy fountain we found our means
And through that old and wicked door
We found what love was really made for
It is the that shallow path that brought us here
I went through every thing I had ever feared
I found the tunnel of a sacred path
I solved every puzzle, I did the math
I gave up almost everything
I cut off my tongue to hear you sing
I wanted this for eternity
But the door has disappeared,
and I lost the key

The gift of giving is understanding
Knowledge is power
Questions are good, keep asking
Wanting more
Learning more
Practicing more
Repetition is more
Do more, be more
Want more, love more
Be passion
Be alive
Let go of your ego
I will preach this 'til I die
Or ever will I?
Cry out to the moon,
Look up to the sky
Everlasting life is at the tip or your fingers
Watch it bloom, and let it linger
Breath it in, but don't bow down
You are the god of this magical kingdom
You deserve the crown
You are the one that made this action real
You are the one who gave this the feel
The greatest sin in its darkest hour
The curling uplifting sign of the power
Breath in what you think you know
Set a fire the flame
And let the darkest of all angles glow