The love that binds us has been forever intertwined
I found it yesterday, today, and I will find it again tomorrow
I have found it now within myself, and here with you alone
We are all alone, and that is understood
The power of one goes beyond time,
Because time is a concept we have habitually been seized to
This love that binds us is strong without reason
No reason to not accept that it is held within you now
The inevitable reason of why
I found it yesterday, today, and I will find it again tomorrow

This melting wave of static inhales me when I think of you
It carries me away on our ship we bought last Summer
The waves we ride on are far from the Ocean,
But the water we sail on guides us to our heaven
Let the moon guide the sun to her everlasting heaven
Let the moon sail on waters you thought were forbidden
Let the moon see the sun striped naked and undone
Let the moon be the one to first kiss the sun
Let the moon be in love, let the moon finally see
That what has been holding them back all along were you and me

I have known you forever,
And sometimes you are sitting right in front me
L I T E R A L L Y
On my living  room floor
In the passenger seat if my car
In my work place waiting for me up at the bar
But this world holds us back,
We don't know how to act
We don't know what we see
Or how to perceive
So we continue in our every day motions
With what the world tells us go with
How to flow, with what we think we know
I'm aware, and it makes me scared.
All I want to see is you,
Even though these tacks restrain me back
In the back of my mind, I still do.

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This is what the world has become
This is what it all boils down to
This is my emo blog for you
Literally. This is it.
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I'm in love with my life,
but where are you?
I can not find you anywhere,
or in anyone
in anything thing
or any being
I am trying
and I can not get over that
That I am trying
"You can't miss what you forget"
but there isn't even anything left
It's all I have
You're all that I have
You are all that I have ever had
and I can not escape that
I can not escape it
I can not escape you
I can not erase you
You are everlasting within my mind
Over anywhere
anyone, anything, or any being
It's an everlasting cycle that I can not beat
And somehow my heart,
it keeps beating,
and beating, and beating, and beating
but only for you
I am forever in love with you
and I always will be
There is no beating the beating

I am only but a fraction of energy

Breathing the same dust of emotions you are

you are and I am

We come from all energies

We absorb what we want

We dismiss what we feel is necessary

We glow, we shine, we consume, we exhale

We are only what we want to be

What do you want to be?

How do you want to act?

Where do you want to be?

How do you want react?

We glow, we shine, we consume, we exhale

These particle will last a lifetime

You are part of this lifetime

you are and I am

The unimaginable

the impossible, made possible,

by you

you are and I am, we

we are one in the same

These particles will last a lifetime

WE

we are one in the same

we are the same

you are and I am

I envision you as a bright light, like the moon
I wave my hands over you every night in hopes of a final feeling
Your wounds are bleeding
Never healing, but always shining
The blood that pours out from your craters is stunning,
Oh so stunning, enticing
Why is it that your sickness pulls me towards you?
Why is it that the pain of being distant is so enthralling?
Your blood brings me to your home
It’s keeping me close
Tell me we belong here
Bright moon, bleed on me
I need this vision to be more than a fantacy

Used to the rock
That still sits in my front yard
You moved it last Wednesday
And now its next Friday
It still sits three feet
From the front of my stairway
I leave every morning
And then it reminds me
I cant bare to move it
Your name sits upon it
You claim that your weight
Will hold everything that molds us
The beauty of nothing
That has become everything
To me

You know that feel? It's all in a song
A wave of emotion literally rushes
From the very ends of your toes,
To your stomach,
To your mind,
And forces the most genuine smile on your face,
You close your eyes,
You are being lifted,
Almost carried away,
But, not quite
You're still here,
Waving your emotions
To the rhythm of the song
Through your body, repeatedly
Over and over, (I repeat)
Over and over
You know that wonderful feel? It's all in a song

***** your direction, your movement, your view
It still finds no place with me
***** your depth in attraction to me, too
It means nothing, I mean nothing
[ But really I do ]
Everything that has become about you
Is so skewed and tethered
Like a wick swallowed by a melted candle
I will have to dig to make you burn in front of me again

Spirit that I feel within me outside this earth,
Where have you gone?
I once knew you like the lines in my palm.
I had them memorized.
Key word is, memorized.
You probably thought I'd say 'had'
But that is not the key word,
'Had' IS the key.
I had you so close.
Had. Have. They are so similar,
Yet so unfortunately different.
I know we'll have again.
It's just not our time.
But, what is time?
And, can we really have our own?
You said it so.
So, ill believe.
And in my belief, we will still have
Everything we could ever dream

Many suns ago, I lost my moon.
My moon, the rest of my being,
The other half of who I claim to be.
My greatest peace of me, and yes
I mean peace.
The evident light that filled my darkest craters.
The rest of my sentence,
Each time I opened my mouth
As if ingesting holy water,
You filled me up.

Too many suns ago, I lost my moon.
So long ago that I have learned to keep up with the sun.
Not only the sun, but everything he claims to be.
He leaves staggered directions all around me.
The sun is vicious, for he can not feel.
At least, not like you, my moon.
That ****** sun.
He will hold you or he will destroy you.
All I truly want is to be held.
Sweet moon, will you ever hold me again?
The sun has deceived me,
and I fear that he always will.

You filled my room with a presence it had never felt before,
I, had never felt before
Almost as if you two had met before
Almost as if you knew everything about my empty walls,
and why they were so empty
Why my clothes were piled higher than Mt. Everest
Why my pictures lay flat on my stereo,
Why the air was so frigid
As if you always knew,
and I never did

You love that too,
That I don't know.

But now I am left hanging
Like those flowers you bought for me last week
Beautiful without a doubt, and still
So beautiful through my eyes
But now,
They will hang
And hang
And hang
And I will keep them hanging
In my room, near the frigid window of mine
until you come back to my room

Maybe not so empty as before
Maybe my bed made this time
Maybe a bit warm for once
And when you come back,
I'll set them back in that same vase
And they will look just as beautiful as they did before
If not, more gorgeous than I could have ever imagined
And we will both know exactly why