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Alice Kay Feb 2013
Everyone says he'll finally realize his mistake
in letting me go...someday




*but I know better
Alice Kay Feb 2013
Everyone says you will figure out your purpose in life soon enough.

But that hasn't happened yet.
Alice Kay Feb 2013
All those years

of building up impenetrable walls

disappeared with a smile

as the walls crumbled down.
Alice Kay Feb 2013
Another two hours....

just two more hours left

to try to keep my eyes open

and maybe sleep well knowing everything is done.

another two hours...

another $20......

another 120 minutes that could've be spent in sleep

another 7,200 seconds the could've been spent finishing homework.
Is two hours of of dealing with crying kids worth is for just $20?
Alice Kay Feb 2013
Must make money.....

Must do all my school work.....

Must work out and lose enough pounds that I'm not fat anymore...

Must regain all the trust that has been lost....

Must find a way to make everything better again.....

AHH

How to prioritize????

You can only put so much into one without completely losing all the others.
my life right now :P Not complaining of anything....but there's no way to choose sometimes!! -_-
Alice Kay Feb 2013
No matter the grades,
no matter the effort,
no matter the number of "Good job!"s.

Nothing will ever be good enough
for someone else.
Alice Kay Feb 2013
Trust is what you say,
but you don't trust me for stupid reasons.

Be glad I'm not taking drugs
or tearing up the town.

Because if it wasn't because of you,
that's where I'd be.
Haha, just kidding!

But my dad is getting all mad because I like having my laptop in my room to listen to calm music when I go to sleep. I think he thinks I go on bad stuff, which is stupid. I'm reading ro writing poetry! Duh! And then he doesn't believe me even more because I won't tell him my username, because my parents would probably send me to a psychologist if they read them all. ^.^ Little update on my stupid life.
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