I don't know why I keep coming back.

You never cared and never will.

I'll do anything to stay at school.

Run my **** off,
swim 'til I'm numb,
help save the earth (like I give a ****)
or learn about stuff I'll never need to know.

Any thing is better then what awaits me at home.

“You need to read with brighter light! You’re going to have glasses by the time you’re 20! Is that what you want?”
Sorry, but I don’t care.

“Stop playing music so loud, you’re going to need hearing aids when you’re older!”
Do I care? Won’t almost everyone need hearing aids at a certain age?

“Don’t dance or sing in a store! Everyone will think you’re crazy!”
So? It’s not like anyone knows me or I care.

Didn’t you have fun when you were younger?
Didn’t you test the limits at all?

I live in the moment, and that’s how I will for the rest of my life.

Don’t you know?
Thinking about the future ruins the present.

One can only study so much
Practice for so long
Stay locked up for a period for time.

Complain about being stuck inside?
There are only so many miles one can run,
So many pounds someone can lift,
So much weight one can lose.

Don’t **** me when I’m young,
I don’t care if that’s what your parents did to you,
I’m not letting it happen to me.

Swords pressed to the point of breaking,
you feel like you are breathing to hard,
but you aren't breathing at all.

This fight will never continue or end
unless someone gives up or in.

And this time, I promise it won't be me.

You know when you're missing someone that's far away?
Well, with you, it's that same kind of thing...

Only you're tantalizingly close.

At one point,
tears aren't worth it anymore.

And you're left with that feeling,
that you're missing something.