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Alice Kay Jan 2013
Crossed legged in pajamas
on top of a thick pillow of blankets

Ear buds plugged in.
Favorite music plays.

A journal in lap
a pen in hand.
:) 'tis the life
Alice Kay Jan 2013
Stars shining bright in the sky

blur together

as tears start to form
Alice Kay Jan 2013
Not long ago,
I thought maybe I could do something special in life
even if in a very small way.

But I forgot I'm not good at anything.
Alice Kay Jan 2013
I always end up in a state of self loathing,

but maybe it's worth it for those few minutes

of feeling like I could do anything I wished
only as long as you were at my side....

but now you're not....and never will be again
Alice Kay Jan 2013
I always end up in a state of self loathing,

but maybe it's worth it for those few minutes

of feeling like I could do anything I wished
only as long as you were at my side....

but now you're not....and never will be again
Alice Kay Jan 2013
Although I don't regret my decision,
I'll always miss you,
and wish that you gave me a second chance.
Alice Kay Jan 2013
"if you'd just pretended to understand that one time"

sorry, but I don't pretend....
no matter what it costs,
and if I have to pretend for us,
none of it matters.
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