I cannot willingly walk the same broken path that she did
I cannot place my own feet
Into her worn out, ****** shoes
My feet feel to flee so far away.
This path I cannot choose.
For I was shown
That love is not enough
When it comes to them and their religion
Love is not all you need

I cannot destroy my own future
Throw away my happiness
Both of us miserable,
Hiding in the shadows
How can that sound good at all?

I love you,
I do.
And I would like nothing else more than to live a happy, long life with you

But I cannot marry your beliefs
And because of that
I cannot...

Give up and say
So much for 'happily ever after'!

You said you would always be there to catch me
Whenever I fell
Well where are you now
When I'm falling so far?
Where are you now
When I'm falling
without you?
You said to not stress about anything
To let you worry for me
Then why did you unload
All this pain onto me
Where are you while I am worrying?

freedom is the girl who lives away who has really started her life
freedom is the girl who dos not care what anyone thinks
freedom is the girl who realizes she cant be perfect
freedom is the girl who is willing to stand up for her self
freedom is the power to stop being so lazy
FREEDOM IS SELF EMPOWERMENT!!

All the kings men,
Cannot put me together again,
Rebuild my heart from new,
That is only for you to do.

All the kings men,
Cannot help me to love again,
When i want to love, too much,
I only want to feel your touch.

All the kings men,
Will not stop me again,
To escape from this ****** wall,
I need you to help me when i fall.




a poem by Christopher Glynn John Smith 20 n0v 2009

I cannot look into your face for much longer
Than two seconds
I want to gaze into your soothing eyes
And have you catch me
I'm falling
Falling
Falling
The only thing that brings me up
Is finding myself back up high
Forgetting, repressing,
I want you to hold me
And never let me fall
Don't let me fall anymore
I don't want to fall anymore
Please look and me and understand
I'm lost without you

Forever  my love

He  lay next to me only seconds ago
I hear his breath moving too and fro
I roll back over and return to sleep
Not knowing I'd wake up to mourn and weep
My life was beautiful and my heart once whole  
Until the morning when I lost his soul

My love, my life, why did it end
For without you my heart will never mend

How in the world will I ever get through this
For everything about you I really do miss

He was my ears and eyes and through him I see
Oh God I beg  please bring him back to me

Please never tell me I'll be fine
because it is only a matter of time

They are empty words with little or no meaning
To those who do knot know just what I am feeling

If you are there my God Almighty and giving
Please take me away from the misery I'm living

Then one moment you open my eyes
And I have to see now for these little guys

They are pieces of you my love, although you're not here
Reminding me daily that you are truly near

I tell myself there will come a time
I too shall walk where you shine

From here on out my heart will be broken
Until that moment I hear your words soft spoken






Melisa Hamling