I cannot comprehend
how one day we can talk about everything
even something as simple as the weather

and the next
you're gone

I understand that death is inevitable

but I wasn't ready for you to leave yet
because I hadn't thought about what my life would be like without you

and to be completely honest it *****
its like learning how to walk all over again
it hurts so badly

and all that I want

is to talk about the weather

all I ever think about is you
I hate it
**** that
you dont deserve to take up all my time
I have more important things to think about

last night I stayed up later than I intended
just so I could talk to you
you almost made it through an entire conversation without lying to me
almost.
but then it happened
you said those three little words that mean nothing to you
but mean everything to me
just to make me stick around longer