i just want to run really far away
and be able to escape everything
that is holding me back and stopping me from finally
getting a little bit better

i want to run so far
but first i would like to just
stop

i would visit that old american style diner
sit on the plump worn leather
crimson red
and just replay all of the sickening things
you
said to me whilst we sat here and ate
like nothing was wrong at all

i tried to write about how
the flowers craved the warmth
from the sun,
but somehow i ended up
writing about
you

to me, the world doesn't
spin in your absence,
and when you leave
the sky becomes just a
little bit darker

your voice would, always,
be my favorite soundtrack
i hope you never fall,
you never feel pain

you are an addiction,
i'm afraid too much of you
would be an
unhealthy overdose

i hope you never think of me
as much as i think
about waking up
next to you at 3am