I know you thought twice…
Reading these isn’t such a good vice
This may not bring such a thrill to you
But you don’t even have a clue!

Like an exam you’d never take
A decision you wouldn’t make
You see more that is quite essential
To you, this is nothing special

Still, He listens to your quietness
Heals your brokenness
Sees you shining and rising
Though you’re weak and failing

You haven’t even uttered a word
But trust me, you are already favoured
Can’t believe a love this grand?
Yes, ‘cause His love is something no one could understand

Haven’t seen a thing this beautiful
‘Cause he is altogether lovely, worthy and wonderful
And nothing is different on how He sees you
You’re just as magnificent as the sky, only multiply it by two

He waits for you everyday and this is no myth
So though it’s not the twenty fifth
Just try looking up to the sky
Do your lips some little smile and testify

A relationship you won’t choose to break
Trust and faith is all it take
His story is true
And it’s time for you to be one, too

I wanted to write a song for you
But circumstances wouldn’t allow me to
If only melody comes together with words
Then I wouldn’t be troubled about the chords

Every day, I write letters to you
Just to keep this little heart from being blue
‘Cause it is so very seldom that I think of your face
So rarely… that I see you every minute of every place

I wish I could get the guitar and sing this to you
Please take a hint from this clue
‘Cause words just keep rushing out of my lips
You know you’re one for keeps

Just before this day is filled with doubt
Encourage me to sing to the cloud
Deliver me to my extent
Dance me according to the ways you always meant

I try not to think about you
But we meet in my dreams at night
And admitting this to you
Just doesn't seem quite right

Because as the days go on
Real life reveals our passion
We tell ourselves we crave this
But our actions lack the fashion

Our communication is awful
And our plans never come through
My mind wants to surrender
Because my brain sees what's true

But my heart remains blind folded
And it flickers some sparks
It's clear that my hearts a fighter
Just take a look at the marks

It's kinda broken
But it works just fine
I'm still going to try
To make your love mine

I wish you'd try harder
To involve your feelings
Because sometimes mine
Burst through all the ceilings

But somehow I know
Things just aren't meant to be
So my plan is to hang loose
For anyone else interested in me

"Hey" he says
and from there my life is of to the races

The last night talking
the "it's 1 am already???"

then when what already was is confirmed
with an "I want a relationship"

next comes the slow and sad decline
the words "we are drifting apart"

suddenly, you know the reason
hateful words and actions burst forth

finally, the realization
that you still love him, but it's to late...

the long, silent nights of tears follow
when regret replace the forgotten smiles

"Hey" he says
a new chapter begins with someone new

I hate you.
I hate that I think about you
I hate that you don't think about me.
I hate that little things remind me of you
I hate that you forgot about me.
I hate that I talk about you
I hate that I cry about you
I hate that I still care about you
I hate that you ignore me.
I hate that I know you use me
I hate that I let you use me.
I hate that your still on my mind
I hate seeing pictures of you
I hate hearing about you
I hate being interested in what you do.
I hate texting you
I hate that you don't respond.
I hate thinking about you every day
I hate the disappointment you bring
I hate the sadness I feel.
I hate that I can't have you
I hate that I can't get away from you
I hate that I don't try to.

Why do you occupy my thoughts?
My dreams?
They are under lock and key,
you have been thrown out long ago.
How do you get back in?
You know where my key is don't you?
You know how to sneak in.
Trying to be innocent, so i can't see you.
I always do.
You are there for most of the time.
You change my dreams into loss and sadness.
You change them into anger,
and yet i hope i see you next time.
Under the anger lies my forgiveness.
For all your decisions.
Wondering why you had to leave,
and always wishing you had stayed.