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Aleska Servian Jul 2016
I fixed your ego
I repaired your wings
but darling
the saddest thing
Is that you never intended to stay
So I cut the rope that kept me from
feeling the warmth in the light of day
From my mind you can now fly away
Aleska Servian Jul 2016
It's not his fault
and neither is mine
If you can not let the fear get inside
your bruised thoughts
to teach you that
love does not always treat you like that

I gave you peace
I gave you war
I never asked for nothing but not be harmed
by your promisses
that cut just like a blade
my troubled mind
filled with mistaken mistakes

We exorcized our demons on an unsacred bed
It was all about time
what a beautiful night we had
you were not supposed to take home pieces of me
that put together
show that I'm a confused symphony

And now that you're gone
I'm still thinking about
did I do something wrong?
and what those midnight talks were about
Aleska Servian Jul 2016
I was already wearing an armor
cause I thought that was the only way you would not be able to see my scars
but disappointment stinks like a pride that died too soon and was never consecrated
now it's gone, forever

I put on a mask
"Who would you like me to be?
You said you liked ghosts, so I became a ghost
wandering through the halls of my own desires
I shouldn't intend to stay, you were not going to stay
but you were listening to my bitter words
licking them like they were the sweetest nectar

Mirror, mirror
do you intend to mirror me just for fun?
do you really wanna know what I've become?
can I handle the hole you're gonna leave when you're gone?
Once, twice
you said it was the last time
I believe you, I still do
Aleska Servian Mar 2016
Hey, little girl
never stop your world
for someone that doesn't know
how to carry your soul

Hey, little girl
don't believe in those words
they will caress your cheeks, I'm sure
but never your bones

And it will get tough, I know
I wish I was there, so I could show
that even in the darkness your heart will glow
like a thousand sparks

Hey, little girl
yes, it is too soon
to believe you can conquer the moon
without knowing every inch of our earth

Hey, little girl
yes, you can be alone
sometimes is better to be just one
in a land of selfish hearts

And it will get easier, I promisse you that
just hug your mom and listen to your dad
and never think he will be the last
that will try to steal your sparks
Aleska Servian Mar 2016
I used to love your curly hair
and i used to think our children would inherit it from you
but about the musical taste
they'd share the same passionate love that I have for the blues
Your visions about the world
I have to admit, they kinda scared me too
I couldn't let go of certain mundane habits
I couldn't even bend your point of view

It felt alright for a moment
when your head was resting on my lap
but I think you just couldn't handle
the weight of carrying my dreams on your back

It's ok if you were never ready
to share with someone a piece of your soul
It's ok, I am still not ready
to let you inside without losing control

I used to love hearing your stories
about your misadventures and about the world
they have always taught me something
even though you used to think I was always in another world
I used to love your cooking and the way you used to cook
like an artist without the troubled mind
And specially, I used to love that way you looked
at me like I was something divine

It felt alright for a moment
when you were holding my heart with your both hands
but I am letting you go
wishing that it never had to come to an end
Aleska Servian Dec 2015
For all the nights that I couldn't give my thoughts a break
and all the times that I thought my sanity was on stake
nightmares that were the answers to my questions
If you said you cared about me, why do I needed a confession?

But I kept my mouth shut
because I thought your heart would open up
to someone that didn't dare to hold you back
I was wrong to think that
Suddenly I became someone
with empty dreams and half of a heart that used to believe
I was good enough
and that love never needed to be tough

I accepted what I thought I deserved
when I was scared from myself
and I gave you more than you deserved
to save me from my own personal hell
All of the warning signs
they never rang a bell
when you think you're stuck in a nightmare
you don't find the strength to yell

Well, if you think we met in the wrong time
I hope my future haunts you
and if you ever wonder how life with me would be like
I hope my future haunts you

For all the absence that I took as part of your personality
now it's hard to admit you never really cared about me
and all the happiness that I went through alone
my eyes have never been as interesting as your phone

But I kept my mouth shut
because I thought your heart would open up
to someone that didn't dare to hold you back
I was wrong to think that
Suddenly i became someone
with empty dreams and half of a heart that used to believe
I was good enough
and that love never needed to be tough

I accepted what I thought I deserved
when I was scared from myself
and I gave you more than you deserved
to save me from my own personal hell
All of the warning signs
they never rang a bell
when you think you're stuck in a nightmare
you don't find the strength to yell

Well, if you think we met in the wrong time
I hope my future haunts you
and if you ever wonder how life with me would be like
I hope my future haunts you
Goodbye
Aleska Servian Sep 2015
Oblivion prince, you never seem to wince
when you find a new broken heart to convince
that it won't hurt like the last time
I never asked you to be mine
Trust blooming just like spring
a house of cards, a newborn king
sometimes instincts can be deceived
warn me the next time you decide to leave

You can't try to fill new lives
without the karma of the ones you left behind
Ghosts won't help you to build a fence
to protect an oblivion prince

You will always watch the same sunrise
seek out the thrill in the color of their eyes
Those tears certainly don't belong to you
there were a hundred lies I wish I knew

Be a comet that beautifies her life
not a petal that cuts like a knife
because if you'll probably leave a stain
don't let it be full of pain
Liquid love, nowadays.
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