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Aleska Servian Sep 2015
I drew a map on your back
mapping all the stars in the galaxy
places that I'd never want to come back
and one of them was the Reality
But september came and took my heart
away from all that misery
His optimism, a fresh start
stop me if I ever beg for sympathy

And you sailed through this deep blue sea
like it was the lake in the backyard of your first house
There are so many unknown storms inside of me
But you trust in my tides with no doubts
As you sailed through this deep blue sea
you understood why so many had to die
so you could make your way towards me
without having to rehearse a goodbye

There were lines that I had never crossed
now i'm holding your hand, hanging off a cliff
I fear the certainty, I fear the loss
but I'll learn to live without wondering "what if?"
Trophies are not made to be broken
I was never made to be one
I heard words from your mouth that no one has never spoken
"It's ok baby blue, I will never run"
Aleska Servian Jul 2015
I'm leaving this empty town behind
at first they let me in
but now i'm locked outside
that's why i'm leaving this empty town behind

I'm leaving this empty town behind
I should've never tried to conquer those walls
because when your head is up in the clouds
the hardest part is the fall
now my sanity so loudly calls

I'd rather wear a crown of thorns
than watch you burn down my throne
because that's the only thing untouched
since your touch has turned me into dust
so i'm leaving this empty town behind

I'm leaving this empty town behind
now that all the stars have died
there is nothing left of that magical sight
i never came here to start a fight

I'd rather wear a crown of thorns
than watch you burn down my throne
because that's the only thing untouched
since your touch has turned me into dust
so i'm leaving this empty town behind

You closed the heaven's gate
I should retaliate
A single spark has always warmed my heart
when i thought someone was sabotaging my fate
They left the rivers run dry
and all the ravens will fly
away from all that pain
I'm leaving this empty town behind
Aleska Servian Jul 2015
She's always worried about his pile of dead hearts
warm soul, cold touch
bright friday nights, mysterious moonlights
maybe some words have been misjudged
He saw in her someone to carry his faith
for a small period of time, someone who could climb
his walls until it was too late to look down

There is a fire inside his mind
that burns her heart and makes her blind
Suicidal soul, reigns without control
under her apparently thick skin
There is a shred of confidence on the sheets
a world of possibilities on his lips
Suicidal soul, black hole
swallowing the reddest of the sins

He always kept somethings hidden in the attic
banned feelings, unknown reasons
she stayed and she played
until she found out with what she was dealing
but amidst the quiet catastrophe, there was always a way out
We never see the worst in those we love the most
Memories will cut like a knife
what a long and troubled life

Suicidal soul, let me choose
something that can't be refused
by the universe, i ask you please
suicidal soul, let me keep
somethings that are not meant to be
Aleska Servian Jul 2015
Time does not seem to heal
the hole you made in my future
i wanna fill it up with your twisted words
amongst them all, you're the most interesting creature

I always believed in the unbelievable
when they told me to run, i stayed
maybe your fire wouldn't have caught me
and i could escape from my own denial's maze
Acting as if the truth was something illegal
when they told me to run, i stayed
because i thought i could dodge from the bullet
that i shot to my own direction yesterday

This feeling that defies gravity
destroyed kings and queens
i felt your arms twisting around me
slowly breaking my new dreamer wings

Now i look to the past
and i always wondered
Would you save me from the mundane reality?
Would you write me a new destiny?
Would you bring me back if i get lost?
Would you stab me slowly in the back?
Would you poison me through my cracks?
Would you wait for a thousand of springs?
For the girl with the broken wings?
Aleska Servian Jul 2015
The gap between her teeth
i bet you'll think it's lovely
and in cold nights, after midnight
she doesn't even feel lonely
I hope you find the time
and the courage to tell yourself
that you don't have to avoid certain feelings
and leave your dusty happiness on a shelf
But i wasn't capable
of breaking the bones of your ribcage
but i hope she can do this
squeeze your heart until there is no quiet rage

Life is all about the right time
and you always lose the right moment
then you go to the bottom of your mind
looking for reasons why you think you're broken
But you can not offer salvation
to someone who is already choking
with his own ideals of life
and misplaced lies
Sweet words that will remain unspoken

The brown color of her eyes
i bet you'll find beauty in the ordinary
because i think i scared you
when i tried to show you the extraordinary
I hope you can move those mountains
the ones you didn't even touch for me
until there, your fate will be resting
at the bottom of the sea
I'm sorry i wasn't capable
to change your mind about jazz and love
all this time the universe was screaming
"His loyalty was not to me, but to the stars above"
It's time to let you go
Aleska Servian May 2015
Do people seek revenge
on fate instead of on themselves?
A calm sea makes you think you're in control
Where can i hide my last weakness?
now that you've turned into a black hole
swallowing small pieces of my broken soul

Your heart was caged inside a tank full of sharks
but at the end of the tunnel i could still see the sparks

And i thought that i could save you
from yourself and from the world
but you have a sadistic way to treat the people that you love
So why don't you cut the rope?
close the door?
lose a battle to end this war
And you'll walk free
from all of the cracks you made in my mind

Do people blame it on the unpredictable
things they knew right from the start?
You made me believe i was the chosen one
I didn't hear the thunder
that was a warning about the storm
we haven't got a future to keep me warm

I was sewing good memories with your last goodbyes
but you were slipping through my fingers, it made me realize

That i thought that i could save you
from yourself and from the world
but you have a sadistic way to treat the people that you love
So why don't you cut the rope?
close the door?
lose a battle to end this war
And you'll walk free
from all of the cracks you made in my mind

You had me going blind
my expectations on a tray
holding on to something empty
slowly slipping away
I let you steal my tomorrow
I let you erase my past
the feelings that seem to be divine
are the ones that never seem to last
Aleska Servian Feb 2015
Lonely boy, why didn't you close the door?
deep down you knew i'd be coming back for more
Banned from heaven's gate
come and curse my fate

Tell me if she also watches you sleep at night
counting every beat of your wild heart
I hope it's not too late
come and curse my fate

It's wrong to destroy someone's dream for your selfish desires
Look what you've done, i'm begging you to set my soul on fire

So pack your things and take the next train to the oblivion
don't leave Valerie waiting, and please be good to Vivian
And when i learn to fall in love with hate
you can come and curse my fate
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