Fuelled by love lost
Betrayal, paranoia, guilt and insecurities.
All in a conglomeration of fear. Routed and held steadfast by confusion.
Infusing into every
last
blood cell.
My breath has no navigation and its origin unknown.
The springs are clean and untouched but the water is bitter and dry.
Each sip I take burns a part of my throat.
Dryly drowning weak at the knees I can't move.
Im happy everything is going great, abiding by the doctrine of law of attraction and everything will be fine.
Okay let me offer you myself... Theres nothing left but it anyways, to stand
to cry
to laugh
to mock
to laugh
to cry
to feel. Its all yours.
With no hands I cannot take whats mine, with no legs I cannot run to safety.  With only eyes I can record but with no mouth I cannot sound the alarm. With only one heart I give you its beat.
With this, theres nothing left for me.