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AJ Farruco Jan 3
Depart from me/
Depart from me/
Depart from me/
Depart from me/
Depart from me/
Depart from me/
Depart from me/

Pain lets us know we're still alive/
Sometimes the machine rages against me/
Self-defensive mechanism system failure!!!/
Commence to shutdown.../
                                   down.../
                                     down.../
                                       down.../
                                         down.../
Mentalfund cannibal, mechanical/
Autopilot hibernation blizzard/
Nightmare; standard issue battlefield/
Love?!! Shutdown... self-defensive mechanism/
System failure!!! Breakdown: prison break, drown/
In the deep end - relationshipwreck lost/
Found again; infinite winter reigncloud/
Estranged universe, bizarro set swap/
Step soft, pussyfoot... eggshell emotion./
© + ® A.J. Farruco, 2007/08ish
AJ Farruco Jan 3
My mind is a road/
Dead friends cross it/
Never closed it/
Just tried to put other things on it/
It backfired on me/
Face full of exhaust/
Can't run away from the thought/
Mental hamster wheel/
Sorry I missed your funerals/
Hands in my pockets/
Staring at the ground, mumblecore/
They don't hear me though/
What would I say?/
I think you were good guys/
Hope you passed the test/
And that your graves are awesome/
Always thought I'd own it/
But ghosts are too expensive/
That's a metaphor/
Grief is an unruly stepchild/
I didn't want to admit it/
We didn't see each other much/
Don't see anyone much anymore/
But I miss you/
I make it sound cheap/
You know me, miserable *******/
My mind is a road/
More like a lost highway.../
© + ® A.J. Farruco, 05/01/2019.
AJ Farruco Sep 2024
She's disappointed/
Disrespecting me is pointless/
When you can't even see yourself/ x2

I am not perfect/
But I'm sick of being the bad guy/
You get hurt by anything/
Don't wanna be a sadboi no more/

I'm not angry; I'm tired/
You're an energy vampire/
You can't replace what you took/
And you wouldn't even try/

I'm not gonna cry/
Even though that's how you win/
I'm a loser, baby/
Guess we'll see in the end/

I always think that I'm done/
But here I still am/
And maybe I'm dumb/
Or just crazy like a fox!/

I CAN'T NOT GIVE A ****/
THERE ARE NO ATHEISTS IN THE FOXHOLE/
NO EASY ANSWERS/
JUST SUCCUBI AND SUCKERS/ x4

So you be the victim/
And I'll be the villain/
But when we stand in front of Allaah/
Who will get to Heaven?/
© + ® A.J. Farruco, 07/09/2024.
AJ Farruco Sep 2024
Every night/
You tell yourself "tomorrow"/
But wake up feeling tired/
Missing yesterday/

Can't get out of bed/
Cold is misery/
Freeze all motor functions/
Winter in my bones/

Windburn on my face/
Westworld foxhole/
Questioning the nature of/
My reality TV/

Not putting on a show/
Hate me for who I truly am/
Rather be loved by none/
Than not myselves/

We are not one/
Even I am not one/
But everyone has a choice/
Don't force me to make a bad one/

Unfocused/
Ramadaan broken/
Fallen through the thin ice/
Can't find an opening/

Mind running wildfire/
Body cryogenically frozen/
Time slows down/
Out of kitchen sync/

Wrapped in plastic, but/
The spillage was of biblical proportions/
Distorted icewaterworld typhoon/
The sky is falling/

Frostbitten snowball/
Lost within the avalanche/
You avant-garde a clue about.../
My Battlescar Galactica./
© + ® A.J. Farruco, 12/05/2020.
AJ Farruco Sep 2024
Between always and never late/
Put the art in articulate/
Conquered Megatron shooting blanks/
That's not me/
Everything is up in the air/
When I hit the ground/
Leave the pieces where they are/
Crush **** destroy stress/
Repeated mantra/
Organized Konfusion/
New world order out of chaos/
Comment section: facepalm/
Illuminati mass disinformation/
Can't unplug yourself from the matrix/
Girls taking selfies/
Guys on Instagram, *******/
To your daughters/
Because boys will be boisterous/
Scientifical madness/
And you just don't give a coitus/
Yeah, I get it - I was you/
I travelled back in time to warn you that.../

This life is false advertisement/
And when it finally breaks its promise/
You'll wish you had nothing/
Laughing hysterically/
Living under a burning bridge./
© + ® A.J. Farruco, 09/09/2019.
AJ Farruco Sep 2024
Blocked up for months/
'Til you gave me diarrhoea/
Drowning in my own ****/
And you keep on feeding me crap/
You're not an anchor, you're a crab/
Claw clamped onto my leg/
Dragging me downwards/
Going 'round in circles/

Drunk without drinking/
The village idiot scapegoat/
They're blaming me for changes/
Like it used to not be suxks/
Your family is ****** up/
Hivemind pigsty inferno/
And God knows that I/
Don't want to be here, ever.../
Ever!/

Yet here I am/
Threatening to destroy you like/
A comic book villain/
And as your Father says/
"Don't want no ******* apology"/
A pattern has formed/
And there's a cobweb that looks/
Like a vulture over my head/
Just... waiting to fall./
© + ® A.J. Farruco, 07/02/2018.
AJ Farruco Sep 2024
Punk kid perception/
Sick sense of humour/
Bad touch is mad funny/
'Til the joke's on you/
Or somebody you know/
Stop laughing/
I feel nauseous/
Frank told me to burn it down/
Kiddie **** dungeon/
Suzie pulled a pistol on Henry/
Wild at heart/
Crazy on top of nervous/
Energy about to spill out/
Satanic ritual abusers/
I will **** you/
Raze your pyramid/
Invert your scheme, and/
Then drop it on your eyeball.../

BABIES ARE CRYING/
STOP THE CYCLE/
PSYCHOLOGICALLY DISTURBED/
HURT MYSELF/
SHADOWBOXING WITH PURPLE KNUCKLES/
****** BRICKWALLS/
MY FUNNYBONE IS BROKEN/
AND I'LL USE IT/
SKELETON KEYCARD/
FREE ALL THE PRISONERS/
FREE ALL THE PRISONERS/
FREE ALL THE PRISONERS/
SPLINTERCELL/
STOP THE CYCLE/
PSYCHOLOGICALLY DISTURBED/
HURT MYSELF/
SHADOWBOXING WITH PURPLE KNUCKLES/
****** BRICKWALLS/
MY FUNNYBONE IS BROKEN/
AND I'LL USE IT/
SKELETON KEYCARD/
FREE ALL THE PRISONERS/
SPLINTERCELL/
SPLINTERCELL/
SPLINTERCELL/
SPLINTERCELL/
SPLINTERCELL/
SPLINTERCELL./
© + ® A.J. Farruco, 02/07/2017.
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