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Ajay Apr 2012
You make me happy.
We are from different planets
We are still so close.
Ajay Sep 2012
What is
the
anthropomorphic
personification of
your
artistic soul?
Immerse
me
in the
gently
flowing ocean
of your secret
epithet.
Ajay Nov 2012
Sponge, soak me up
                                                         from the sweetest, crystal clear,
breathing in the fresh, salty, air
inhale                                               exhale
inhale                                               exhale
stopping
               ever so softly
                                                         so pleasantly abrupt,
gazing into the horizon
and slowing down
to take in...                                      inhale
this sweet pause.                             *exhale
Ajay Apr 2012
I stand there waiting patiently,
Unwavering, hoping that you will enter.
Although you are not smiling, you are happy.
My mind begins to unfurl and I begin to see
The art in front of my face--the beautiful art
Can't compare to the joy you bring me daily.
I love school because of people like you.
Those who constantly reassure me
Those who bring me unending friendship
I love you.
Never will I forget the quirky attitude
Even though I am in an abyss
I do not blank in my mind as I day dream
If only more people were similar to you.
Ajay Aug 2012
I have no idea
where I am going to be
ten years down the line.
Ajay May 2012
My life may seem drab;
However, there are reasons.
Ask me and find out.
Ajay Jul 2012
I laugh to drown out
the deafening yet eerie sadness
held within myself.
This, inspired by my brother Gene, is a mutual feeling we hold within ourselves.
Ajay Aug 2012
Let us
come together,
not letting beauty
be
a curse, but
a blessing on the world,
helping those
who feel
lost and
unwanted, feel
beautiful.
Ajay Jul 2012
You are the person
I want to wake up beside
to start off my day
Ajay Aug 2012
A sweet billet-doux
with the sweet words "I love you"
is waiting for you.
Ajay Aug 2012
After you left me
I was surprised to realize
how my life improved.
Ajay Oct 2012
Smile
your pain
                                                                ­                                                       away
my
lovely,
sobbing,
child.
Ajay Jul 2012
Every single breath,
I take slowly in relief
To let out my stress
Ajay Nov 2012
Fluttering above,
mysteriously crafted,
gracing me with luck.
Ajay Jul 2012
Playing,
strategizing,
my next
               move
examining
where to go,
thinking a
                    few
                           steps
                                     ahead
finally,
complacently declaring
Check Mate.
Ajay Jul 2012
I await college,
Anxiously, hoping to find,
What has been missing.
I start in less than a month!
Ajay Oct 2014
Drink the gasoline.
Gag. Rub rest over body.
Step three: light the match.
Ajay Oct 2012
I am sorry to bother you,
so please
                                                          ­                                  ignore these words
or don't.
Who am I
                                                                ­                      to tell you what to do?
Whatever you choose to do,
                                           know this poem has no greater cosmic meaning.
That was not its purpose.
If there is some deeper meaning,
                                                        ­                                      I'm unaware of it.
I'll leave it to you to speculate.
Ajay Dec 2012
Unleashing spirits,
fighting precariously,
protect the untouched.
Ajay Jul 2012
Outstanding is how
entropy and disorder
can create madness
Ajay Aug 2012
Admiring our existence
in the past,
and remembering
every minuscule detail
of that day,
brings me
a euphoria stronger
than the euphoria
brought upon
from the strongest
of drugs.
Ajay Sep 2012
You, petrified,
overdosed on the anesthetic-
analgesic,
relapsing every atom,
in every molecule,
of every tissue,
in every muscle,
causing your body
to atrophy
leading to your death.
Forgive me
for not killing
you peacefully.
Ajay Aug 2012
I am not afraid,
but interested to see
what happens today.
Ajay Aug 2012
Why must
you
pick
out every little
foible
I possess when
I am more
than just
a flaw
but
a
person who
actually exists
and matters.
Ajay Nov 2012
Strangulate my heart,                                Tear apart my chest,
\                                            /
squeezing, splashing drops of blood
  /                                            \
until my last breath                            making me feel hope
Ajay Jul 2012
You
give me
strength
to be
everything
I want to be
to see
not just see,
but watch the world
and observe it's beauty.
You help me
feel, and experience
every
little
tingle of joy and love.
You are wonderful,
letting me hear the music of
nature and the surrounding environment.
You let me
smell
the succulent,
sweet, playful
tones of life,
and you let me taste
what it means
to be your friend.
Ajay May 2012
Constantly laughing,
At the funny parts of life,
With my closest friends.
Ajay Jan 2013
Give up agony
coerce unrequited love
make my nerves tingle
Ajay Sep 2012
Help me understand
the simple complexities
that keep you happy.
Ajay Nov 2012
I'm sick
and tired
                                                                ­                of patiently waiting
                                                                ­                for you to knock on my door.
I'll leave it open
                                                                ­                just for you.
Knock  Knock

Who's Th-              
                                               ­                                 ...come in.
Ajay May 2012
Don't ever let go
Of me, even through hard times.
It always works out
Ajay Sep 2014
Crayola, brick red,
tearing open a new pack--
our favorite color.

Rebels, scraping, up,
indifferent to lines, down--
our favorite color.

Paper became ill fit
bodies became canvases--
our favorite color.

Our bodies, our tools,
crayons never left our side--
our favorite color.

She built a train track.
It only took seven years--
my favorite color.

"Follow the straight line"
Giving up on her sweet dream--
her favorite color.

I looked down at her
letting the brick red stick drop--
my favorite color.

It's in the casket,
but brick red forever is
our favorite color.
Ajay Jul 2012
Three words
that
can alter the
outcome
and
morph an attitude
of an entire day
when received
producing an erruption of
intangibility
exhuded by the individual
receiving
the message
adding a voluminious effect
if the feeling is
now
mutual.
Ajay Apr 2012
Hysterically
Striving, to impress others,
Those we do not know
Ajay Jan 2013
Please.
Stab my heart.
I just want to feel again.
Ajay Sep 2014
Poison-filled pupils,
plagued from plucking eyelashes--
I want one more wish.
Ajay Aug 2012
Personality,
what makes you the way you are,
can't be photoshopped.
Ajay Jan 2013
Curse you memories
grow new wings and fly away
follow breeze's song
Ajay Feb 2013
I am sick
               of waiting
                                 for something good
to happen
Ajay May 2012
Please get to know me
before you decide to judge.
I love you for you.
Ajay Oct 2014
Tweet, tweet,
feeling feet,
pinky toes interlocked--
sheets like magic carpets--
an escape with wings.
Air lifting up
from lungs,
unable to breathe,
greed, taking my last breath
just to feed--to eat--to need.
Pouring liquid fantasies,
like fingerprint dandelions,
ready to bloom ,
until erupting from cocoons,
padlocking us in cages,
draining our veins,
feeling our shame.
I forgot to heat your porridge
for long enough.
Ajay Oct 2012
Metamorphose me
into stylistically arranged
harmonies,
leaping off
the paper plane musical scores,
soaring away
like a child's imagination.
Ajay May 2012
Waking drenched at night
Feeling at ease, so right
Mind so jostled, yet so clear,
Pitch black with no fear
You are on my mind
The thought of lil ones running behind
Dreaming of future days
Lost in class in a dreamy haze
Thinking only of you and I
And how will never deny
My love to you holds ever strong
Though our seperation may be long
You are the woman of Tennessee,
I hope someday we can be
Without the judgment of the eyes
Shall be happy even in dreary skies
Hold each other through thick and thin
Life is complete, when we begin
Hope and love will keep us as one
My passion for her will always burn
Those initials M. B.
Bring joy, excitement, life to me
I know she goes through so much pain
At my age some say i'm sweet others inane
Just know, M. B. I love you.
Always will stick with/by you
Passion for you ever growing
Unconditional love will be showing
And on that special day we meet
My life will be complete.
Ajay Sep 2012
Hopefully the lies
/                         \
you spread throughout your lifetime             you spread to your friends today
bite you in the ***                                          won't hurt tomorrow
Ajay Aug 2012
I could not
bare
to look
at the pain
in her eyes,
which she averted,
from the
degradation
that stood before her.
I,
standing before her,
tried to
formulate
the words,
cautiously running
through the
ingredient list
of sincere
apologies,
that exist
in some
metaphysical representation
of what
I am trying
to profess.
Ajay Aug 2012
Your
very existence
sometimes
brings me to tears.
How
we met so
beautiful, yet,
so unusual
only
urging me
to get closer
and closer
to you
like two black holes
clashing together
creating something
greater than the
sum of our parts.
I long for our
bond,
our relationship,
will be
as strong
as the bonds
held together
in the shiniest
and most lustrous
aggregated diamond nanorod.
Ajay Jul 2012
Planting
each seed
perfectly
to create, and foster
this beautiful bounty,
cultivating
each
individual plant,
stimulating each
to
reach
its potential,
enabling
these tiny seeds to
nourish me
as I
have nourished
them.
Ajay Apr 2012
Found something I love
   /                    \
 Bringing joy and happiness            It is new and exciting.
Those I care about              Creating new life
Ajay Apr 2012
You ride on the bus.
Finally, looking at home,
Eagerly for mail.
Ajay Apr 2012
You laugh at my pain
Crying, writhing to escape,
Signing life away
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