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Ajay May 2012
Unforgettable,
My past, my mistakes, make me--
The person I am
Ajay Sep 2013
I was only four
When you first left me alone;
I cried in my sleep.
Ajay Oct 2012
Hatch me,
from worldly confinement,
shaking me
as I unconsciously sleep walk
into a new realm
of pain,
torn apart
like little bags of ******
releasing me
from the puppet master's strings,
leaving my mutilated back
slightly stitched
after exposure
to this metempsychosis
Ajay Jul 2012
You can call me names
even on a gloomy day,
but they will not stick.
Ajay Aug 2012
I love
the
sweet
effervescence
and untouched
happiness
bottled within
you.
You're not just "that girl"
but a woman
with an aura
that epitomizes
sweet effulgence.
Ajay Sep 2012
You may be taken,
but every time I see you
I can't help but hope.
Ajay May 2012
By opening up
We explore the depths.
Through the intricate touch of the friendship
Our minds continue to expand
I Write as I converse with you
Bringing me the utmost joy
Feeling, barely noticing, the slightest growth of thought
Options arise as to whether we shall continue
Our discussion of what may seem like nothing
Intrigues me more, allowing myself to grow
Expressing myself in various ways
However you have yet to learn why I am
Why am I, who I am?
Continuing the relaxed mind battle
Fighting over what is true
My friends, you, my friend, continue to push me
Motivating me to be the best I can be
Encouraging free expression, disregarding the absurdity.
I come to my senses and realize
You have only bettered me through our deliberate thought
As the hour glass of time slowly drops the delicate pieces of sand,
I want to thank you before my time, our time is up
For everything, even the smallest of actions
You have helped me be me.
I shall always remember you have made me think
I wish I could think of a word other than deep
But that is exactly how you have made me think—“deep[ly]”
However my mind has exhausted and I only hope
Assured and aspired to have another “deep" conversation
Ajay May 2012
A relationship,
One that looks like something, but
Wish was another
Ajay Jul 2012
My heart will not stop
From experiencing pain
I cannot handle
Ajay Apr 2012
I stand and you wait.
You pity as I debate
Over like or love.
Ajay Aug 2012
Compliment people
so they feel as beautiful
as they truly are
Ajay Oct 2014
Powdery flakes poisoned,
like orange juice on a sad day.
Stale snakes,
squeezing me: my throat.
Can’t breathe no more.
No alms, **** being poor.
Going 1-100 in less than 3 seconds,
rushes faster than sports cars.
Never ready for it,
but always ready for the next piece--
excitement and like little dolls
unable to express my emotions,
stoic…sick and stuck hazy phases
ready to re-phrase my life.
Time to get out of struggle-- done with strife
Knives felt too easy—I like--
challenges feel like sweet marmalades
Ajay Jul 2012
When I first saw her
I fell in love with such haste,
Hoping it could work
Ajay Nov 2012
Subtle* openness,
crawling out of a closed mind,
feeds new ideas.
Ajay Dec 2012
Scratch novel ideas
into my back
                       exceedingly deep,
forcing
a slow eruption
of ******,
poetic words.
Ajay Dec 2012
Carefully shuffle
your fingers
across my scrambled,
multi-colored faces,
for the puzzling mystery
of this simple, three-dimensional complexity
anxiously waits to be solved.
Ajay Apr 2012
I know it sounds cliche
Just try to brighten up your day
The slightest infraction from your schedule may spiral you down
From which you stood to the hard earthy ground
Being unable to get up, but you have me,
Your friends, your love, passions, interests...thoughts
I will carefully, soothingly lift you off the barren soil
Carrying you though my foot is broken. cracked,
My mind has morphed into desolate waste.
I will never leave you in the midst of danger
Rescuing you regardless of what happens to me.
I will be there, not just because I love you,
But because every entity in my being has the urge to Care,
Genuinely care for you
Standing there,
Breathing, inhale, exhale, coming to a realization,
Moments like this only bring us closer,
Strengthening our relationship
Creating unforgettable memories of joy
Even in the most irrefutably painful situations.
I will endure because of you,
So in stressful situations full of angst or worry
Never forget the most difficult task: remembering,
Remember I am and will be there for/with you
Ajay Aug 2012
After carefully
stitching up the patient’s heart,
she produced feelings.
Ajay Aug 2012
I will
not
wait
for you
to strip
the last
oxygen molecule
from my decrepit
body.
Ajay Nov 2012
Unfinished sketch
                                                          ­                                              in my mind
following each encounter
                                                                            with carefully drawn details,
a face                                                             ­                      without expression
a body                                                             ­                     without definition
a title                                                            ­                               without "you"
grant me
the right to continue
until the colors resonate
your name
                                                                                              *off the portraiture
Ajay Jul 2012
I have yet to meet
Your sweet sensuality.
Let me see you soon?
Ajay Jul 2012
Patiently waiting,
That first gaze of your body,
Wanting something more.
Ajay Oct 2012
Void and emptiness
  /                            \
        encompass me like black holes,            force me to pose the question,    
marring perceptions.                                "Why do I exist?"
Ajay Sep 2012
Everything I have
experienced until now
has affected me.
Ajay Oct 2014
Residual visuals
write again
lick the pen
forming words
venom skin
haunting chimes like holy bells
docking in the waters
flooded rhythms ribbed with sin
lavish favorites framed thin canals
rapture by the dragon's dust
feeding on the angel's wings
sleeping to sounds the zombie sings
Ajay Jul 2012
Working in the lab
Calculating the mice weights
Logging in data
Ajay Oct 2012
Forgive
biases,
backfiring
from
blurred vision,
racing
against time's
antithesis.
Ajay Aug 2012
When joy takes leave, friends betray,
fortune frowns as spring’s away,
When you are left to part
Alone to face the shattered heart,
You feel lost as never before,
But try once more and this time soar.
Wipe the tears and stop the crying;
The sky is the limit if you keep on trying.
Ajay Sep 2012
Explore
the inner depths
of your mind,
turning over
every rock,
inspecting every crevice
to find
the metaphysical.
Ajay Oct 2012
Mr. Sandman,
why do
convoluted,
non-linear,
temporal dimensions
force us
into irreversible choices?
Ajay Dec 2012
Expressing myself
frightens untapped happiness
stolen by regret.
Ajay Jul 2012
Let us continue,
Slowly and passionately,
This war with our lips.
Ajay Dec 2022
Sweet ink,
lost you in doubt
Darkening corners
Scared and trapped
Find me
Please, find me
I need you to survive
My outlet, my energy
Just a small fuse
Waiting to be nurtured
I’ll bring you back to life
Ajay Jul 2012
Occasionally
I place my hands over fire
to see if they burn.
Ajay Dec 2012
Liberating winds,
whispering powerful thoughts,
form roaring bubbles
Ajay Sep 2012
Just spill the ink.
Let it flow
from the active,
encapsulated, gray matter
behind your eyes,
from the bottom of your lips
tracing down
into your fingertips
and through your pen
and begin to think,
write, and form
your thoughts.
These meaningful
indubitable
expressions
are yours
to keep,
to perform,
to release,
in the way you feel
is true and real.
Find a way
to express your thought
and release your
mind
to create
sublime.
Ajay Aug 2012
What if
you
knew
the real
me?
What would
you
think?
How would
you
feel?
Would we
still
be
friends?
Maybe
that is why
I'm so
reserved
in the ample space
within
my
mind.
Ajay Sep 2012
I hope our friendship,
/                    \
     which may be "replaceable,"           growing so beautifully,
            lasts for a lifetime.                      blossoms like a rose.
Thank you Alexandria.
Ajay May 2012
Fastidiously
Writing every thought I have
Until I lack ink
Ajay Oct 2013
Bleeding razor blades
cry beautiful, painful words
yelling for an end.
Ajay Sep 2012
I sit,
watching,
mesmerized by
your delicate hands,
meticulously brushing,
left,
right,
up,
down,
to create
a likeness of the
picturesque visualization
you have of the word "mug,"
abjectly imprinted
in the wrinkles of your brain,
exuding our camaraderie
over a cup of tea.
You are my cup of tea.
Ajay Jan 2013
Our soft lips forgive
holding funny untouched thoughts
tightly between tears
Ajay Sep 2012
Tell me your story,
or let me read the pages.
/                              \
I love non-fiction.                 I love mysteries.
Ajay May 2012
Holding your soft hand
Through the duration of class
Helps me get through pain
Ajay Oct 2012
Gradually
gravitate me
towards your
center of mass,
pumping my
potent life fluid vectors
at disorienting
angles.
Ajay Jul 2012
Sometimes I can feel
The inability to
Breathe without your touch

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