Sometimes, I think about you until I cry
Days like today.
You're the 11th reason why.
This tape is for you, Clay
You hurt me yet did nothing
You think this is a game
You played with every emotion
and I'm the one to blame.
I loved you when I shouldn't
I cherished you when she wouldn't
I helped you when you couldn't
But it was unrequited wasn't it?

Sometimes, I think about you
and all of the possibilities
50/50 love isn't one of your abilities
You're a user. You're a user.
and I was my abuser.
I knew it'd be the outcome
yet, I'd always tell you come
If this is a game, then you won
I'm feeling like it is
I feel like you felt nothing
even when we kissed.
I will always love you.
even though your love is grim.
I will always love you.
you are him.

I wanna look into your brown eyes underneath a sunrise.
Paint on a canvas with colors so beautiful that it’s comparable to our love.
God knew we were a match made in heaven.
So he paired us. My gift from above.
He placed you in my life so you can run through my mind and captivate my heart.
Loving you is a sacred form of art.
I’ve discovered new things.
You’ve changed the way I view things.
I wanna look into your brown eyes underneath a sunrise,
But no sunrise or sunset deserves you.
I wanna paint our love on a canvas, but you deserve your own hues.
God made me a reflection of you.
Soulmate. I can’t wait to say I do.
Since the first time I saw you, I knew love was true.
He placed you in my life so I can think of you all the time & fall harder for you with every small thing.
He placed you in my life so you could change me.
Make me anew
Make me into the woman he made for you.
Make me into the woman that’s going to say I do.
Soulmate, do you think it to be true?
How is it that I feel like I already knew you?
Life is funny, but this is a sign
I guess that means you’re meant to be mine.