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Fury and rage
Hate and anger
Joy and happiness
Pain and desire
All great feelings at the right time 
But what about at the wrong time
The time when all you need is a clear mind and instead your feelings through themselves at you emotions fly like planes during pearl harbor 
Rage and fury become happiness and joy which turns to pain and suffering your mind says one thing your heart says another but your hands take control and you begin I write
Write
Write 
Write things you never imagined you'd say
Write things that blow people away
Write things that no one would ever know about you 
things you never wanted people to know about you 
Things
Things
Look at me, an explosion of words and phrases poems and feelings thoughts and expressions emotions
Pour out of me like the falls of niagra pumping and churning thousands of thoughts effortlessly pumping ideas from my mind to my paper 
An explosion of poetry 
An explosion of emotion
An explosion of my inner self
An explosion I tried to hide from the world
Red 
A vibrant shade 
A strong color
Used to depict so many things 
A color with a use other than just brightening life
Red is for love in roses
Red is for freedom in the us flag
Red is for stop while driving 
Red is for enemy in all my games 
Red is for her. 
The color that shone brightest on her 
The color that always made her beauty more beautiful
The color that i have come to know as joy 
As blush
As hearts and love
.
.

And yet the color red
Is so dark 
So mysterious that you cannot explore every possibility 
Every direction which it takes
Every form it follows
.
.
.
Red is the brightest of colors 
Red is the darkest of colors
Red is the color I see before fading to darkness 
And enteral slumber
A world not so upside down

Has your world ever felt completely upside down
Like everything you do is wrong
Yea we all get that feeling
But I can promise that 
When you find someone special enough
Someone close to you 
Someone that means the world to you 
Your world won't be so upside down 
Two words: ******* 
Can ruin an entire day 
But three words :I love you
Can make a life so much better 
So to all those out there that seem lost
Seem forgotten 
Seen unimportant 
Just hold on its worth it
Trust me I did for 5 years 

M L G
What is your nightmare?

Is it being hurt left behind forgotten 
Maybe it's that clown or heights
Maybe it's having the person you care so much for leaving you 
Maybe it's death

Mine is her
She controls my life I do everything I can to make her happy 
I stay away from girls she doesn't like and talk to ones she does
I make friends with hers but what if
That isn't enough what if 
She just left and disappeared
What if I had never met her ? 

Where would I be now where would I be 5 years ago would I still be the guy I am better question would I still be 
She saved me so many times and she has no clue 
I love her
That's what people are starting to tell me
Why is it wrong to try for so long
Is it frowned upon because I'm "obsessed" or am just trying to show how I feel
How she makes me feel
How I 
Want
To
Make
Her 



Feel

I
Love 
You

MLG
Almost five years ago she was the first one to say hello to me,
Who would of known that such a simple thing like one word could change your whole life,
Here I sit writing this five years later,
Two days after our biggest fight,
She said hello and I said hi back that was all,
The spark of the best friendship that I've ever had and it started with hi just because I was new,
Her and I have been through so many things,
From helping her realize the controlling boyfriend she had when I met her to dealing with the new one,
From being friends to best friends,
I go everywhere with her and I never really thought much about it,
I always had feelings for her and sometimes I expressed them other times I felt  best not to,
I never thought she understood,
Until two days ago during our biggest fight,
She said I can't be your friend any longer,
When I asked why she said,
Because I can't be near you without wondering what we'd be like together,
Funny how things seem to work,
I guess that maybe when life throws you a lemon it's really just not quite ripe enough to give you candy,
It's funny to think that when she said "hello" she started my....
...
my butterfly effect.
My life never seemed so dark until six days ago,
You walked right by as if I had never existed to you,
I was your closest friend and now I don't know what to think,
Everything I've known for so long is changing because,
He speaks his words like the serpent in the bible,
Changing everything you used to know and making it seem like the world is backwards.
The saying when one door closes another opens is usually true,
But it seems like there is a delay on my door.
Maybe I'm just trapped in your world,
Like a shadow,
Seen but uncared for during the day,
Vanishing in the night,
I am just the shadow in your night.
Where should I try begin,
I guess I might as well say my life fell apart again,
And you just watched as my world began to cave in,
I guess five years didn't make a difference when it came down to it,
He convinced you to walk away with his words of hate,
You said it was my fault but all I ever did was watch out for you maybe,
Just maybe that's what I did wrong I tried to protect you,
I tried to save you from what I knew he would do,
He controls your life like a parent telling a child what to do,
He always says it is your fault when he screws up and says it won't work out if you talk to anyone he doesn't approve of,
Watching him spend the last two years tearing you from your friends and pushing us away,
He has made you dependent on him because you can't turn to us now,
It really doesn't matter anymore now though,
Cause you won't listen,so
What should I do,
Where can I go,
I guess I'm just
the
wrong
piece
of
two.
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