Please don't get high
just to see me again
it's much simpler than that
my darling
all you have to do is call
and we'll run
until we break through

time is indeed cruel,
it passed and it passed,
not a second late,
and not a second early,
time is indeed cruel,
because then i wouldn’t lost you.

i don’t care if I lost myself,
for you to search yourself;



but i do owe an apology,
do i?

now, i’m one with the wind
because im no longer a person.

she screamed my name so loud,
never once i felt my world crumbled,
i don’t know whether it’s terror or anger that i felt,
because in that eyes,
i can clearly see,
that her hate is bigger than love,
that her hate is louder than her voice,
just because I simply was late to her calling.

in my next life,
i want to be a man,
not because i have more benefits in patriarchal social,
maybe that’s one thing,
but no;
i simply want to experience being loved by women as a man,
because that is the real privilege.