I need the way you tell me I'm pretty then proceed to kiss my neck
I want the way you say you love me and then laugh at the crazy notion
I crave the way you talk me through my lowest lows
I love the way you are
But I think you stopped loving me the second I confessed

My cigarettes are hidden within my baby clothes
The bag I had in sixth grade now hides my alcohol under my bed
The journal my cousin gave me when I was 11 is now unscripted with hate
Everything grows up
Innocence doesn't last

Your **** induced breath whispered my name to pull me closer
You kissed me despite the cigarette on my lips
You kissed me despite the ***** on my tongue
You kissed me
You told me you loved me
You told me you'd never leave me
You told me
And I've realized
I love you
I love you
**I love you

In my world all the flowers have blossomed
There is no war; only peace
There is no fighting; only love
There is no harm; only help
And in my world you love me back

Because of our eyes we see
Because of our brain we think
Because of the trees we breathe
And because of you I live

I have such a hard time expressing my emotions
I don't know if it's because I know you'll judge me
Or if it's the way I hear you talk about your own friends
But I don't trust you
I don't trust anyone
Not even myself

I ******* HATE THAT YOURE BETTER THAN ME. IT EATS ME ALIVE THAT EVERYONE LOVES YOU AND HATES ME YOURE SO WONDERFUL AND IM A *******