For baby please don't fear
Just hold me close and wish my dear
Where'd you go
You were so near
Now you're gone but I'm still **here

And you think my life is so easy
You laugh at my stress and despair
But have you ever battled yourself
Have you ever hated yourself
Have you ever felt paralyzed by your the fear of failing
Paralyzed by the sadness within you
The fear of not doing anything with your life
THE FEAR OF THE UNWANTED FUTRE
The fear of being a waste of space
The fear of disappointing others
Becuase face it
You've stopped living for yourself
Why would you
You given up on you already

Overwhelmed by the sensation of the future
Still hiding from my past
Crippled in the present
Who am I
I have so much to do
Yet so little gets done

Ask me what's wrong and I'll smile and say I'm just tired
And if you believe me we aren't real friends
Because you should know I'm rotting away inside

Can you tell
Can you tell I'm dead inside
Can you see it in my lifeless eyes
Can you see it in my meaningless smile
Can you tell
Or do you think I'm just fine

I told her I wanted to be an actress
She said I wouldn't make it
She said I ****** at acting
Funny thing is
She has no idea I act happy everyday

I'm such a hypocrite
I'm always so sad
But all I want is for you to be happy