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This is me

Just someone's daughter
But, someone else's disappointment

I can laugh louder than anyone in the room
And cry so silently, you'd never hear a tear drop

I want to be loved so badly
But, then not at all for fear of losin that love

I hate my past being thrown in my face
Don't hesitate to throw daggers in your face

I'm sometimes the worlds biggest hypocrite
Other times I stay true to what I firmly believe

I might interrupt your story a million times
But, I swear I care about each word you say

I'll be the best shoulder to sob on
But, get frustrated when it's not returned

I'm lazy as hell
But, always have so much on my mind I wanna do

I'm completely flawed to the max
But, am obsessed with perfection

I love surprises
But, ill do whatever it takes to ruin it

I'll speak with such heartfelt words
Then turn and spew venom in your face

I never want you to go
But , ill push and push until you break

I always hear when you speak to me
But, often I rarely take the advice

I scream "Why am I like this?!" Til my tvoice is hoarse
Then lay back in bed and not change a thing

I can be lead by a string to my breaking point
I never get out the knife and cut myself lose

I'll mutter what I really think about you
But, when you ask me to repeat it, I'll say "nothing"

Anyone can guilt trip me
Even when deep down inside I know I owe this person nothing

I see the devil in your grin
But, I want friends so bad I try to ignore it

You can break my heart with just one word
But, ill just hold the broken pieces in my hands til they bleed

I'm always willing to lend a helping hand
To anyone but myself

I've come so far and changed what I saw as impossible
Focus so much harder on where I've been then where I could be going

I'd give you the shirt off my back if you needed it
Flip a switch and Idc what you need, just what I do

Music is sometimes my best friend
So I'll ignore the one standing in the room

I say I'm over it
But, I never even started the climb

You can be in my corner 24/7
But, ill be stuck on who isn't rather than thank you

I'll never forget you
Even if you never remembered me

This is me
I miss you,
and you don't even know.
I miss you,
and I can't let it show.
How I miss you,
how much I miss you so.
I miss you,
and you will never know.
I am
a companion for life
committed to relations bounded only by time
for those who understand the value of friendship
undaunted by materialistic wealth
indifferent to titles or social status
seeking the merits of sincere character

I am
an enemy’s worse nightmare
constantly awakening from deadly encounters
sometimes wounded severely
close to being a casualty of others
but never surrendering and admitting defeat
even against overwhelming odds

I am
a passionate endeavor
submerged feelings awaiting release
to confound then arouse the senses
beyond current reality to transcend the cosmos
caressing the lips of blissful insanity
only to curse rational existence

I am
a subconscious dream
desperate to escape a conventional life
surrounded by negative forces
polarizing insecurity and apprehension
with false vigor and zeal
until the images become unclear

I am
a loner with fortitude
destined to follow an unknown destiny
with so many cunning predators lurking
ready to end the journey and make it the last
"Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death,
I will fear no evil: For thou art with me".
Walk this path of life with your head up....for I see your inner spark even if you don't.
i think i’m in love with you. You have a nice smile, no, nice is a ****** adjective. you have a smile like slow-twisting clouds above the line of dawn, it tears me apart in the best possible way. You make me unable to focus on anything on a continual basis. You

should come over. please?. Someday, i'll stop being so sad. i hope you realise it'll probably be because of you. You + me = well, we could merge escapist tendencies and get out of here, if you'd like.

If i saw you now i’d kiss you. no, i say that, but i’d probably just look at you and say nothing and wish i could say... everything, but all i want is to see you, i want to just smile at you, mainly i want to kiss you. i

would build an ocean, just

for you. If i could sing you any song it would be untitled, like all the rest of them.

We could curl up in blankets and ignore everything else, except one another’s eyes, under the stars.

Love,
sad little tom

(P.S. just try to be happy, ok?.)

*((P.P.S. try to realise how ******* wonderfully i feel about you though, ok? my tongue is a knot, but i really do. next time i see you, i'll tell you. promise. x))
the person this is for probably won't read it.
I can't deal with your polarity of emotion
I need consistency
I always practiced that notion

I can't deal with the unknown
I need stability
I don't want your love on a loan

Learn some respect
Learn to reciprocate
I'm always there
You're always late

One day
You hate me
The next
You miss me
Pick a ******* side
This ain't easy
And I'm not sticking around
Just to watch us go down
Again
And again
And again
It's inevitable
What a shame
We were once incredible
I'm always sorry.

© Peyton 2013
I can hardly handle
My yearn
My want
My need
For you
You're within my reach
You're within my grasp
I want every waking moment with you
Is that too much to ask?

I can hardly handle
This love I possess
It's so strong
I feel I'm a mess
I can't get you off my mind
But I don't want to
My concentration
Is set on loving you

The disappointment I feel
When it's been just a few hours apart
Is so overwhelming
Feels like I took a dart
Straight to my heart
Thank goodness for our proximity
Without it
I'd die from insanity
I cannot stop writing about him.

© Peyton 2013
Arms outstretched.
From fingertips to fingertips.
Separated by evergreens and sand.
Connected by the glimmering orb seen around the Earth.

His smile.
The way he holds you close.
His eyes watching you from so far away.
Distance is nothing but numbers on a meter stick.

I hate long distance relationships.
But I love you.
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