all my pain
can simply change
if i just
rewire my brain!

delete your *******
from my cells
so my life won't be
a living hell

read, write
exercise,
keep *******
away from my eyes

live life
meditate
wok hard
don't hesitate

it's so easy
at first hard
but a little steps
cover a yard
eventually

blah blah blah
anyways
the point is
you control your brain

when you stare
pay attention
when you think
when you act

are you aware
of this dimension
into metaphysical reality

i feel it all
i live within duality
a know it all
and i know i get distracted

and i say lifes not fair
but i want to be proactive
because i really do care

even if its only for a moment
and i feel fear
and i feel empty,
and i shed tears

now is the moment
to think about the years
into the future
where i'll disappear

do you care?
if you really do care,
why don't you act?
and you say you do act,

why don't you try?
i know the lie
i know i live
in a completely separate life

welcome to the future world
where trees are gone and trash is abundant
squirrels, mice, rats, and birds dominate the wasteland
it smells like apocalypse.

the age of technology
has taken over
and while the poor suffer, fight, ****, rob, and ****,
the rich go to their fancy underground bunkers
having *** parties and eating fillet mignon.

we have no electricity, no food, no water
it's world war three
the power grid collapses
we're all gonna die
except the few
that warned us of this
and prepared
for the future world.

where animals die
and humans live
in an earth destroyed
nothing but slums
and ruins left
because rich men
..and women
plumaged the earth
of it's resources
to make and more more money
to farm souls
and turn everyone
info a lifeless bot.

I genuinely hate you.

When she sleeps
When she is sick
I am the quiet angel
That cleans the mess
And takes care of her
And feeds her breakfast
Sometimes

I like when she doesnt let herself go
I like how she is when my dad is gone
She leaves me alone
Just how I want to be
Our relationship is broken
And we try to love each other
Through distant ways

With that housekeeper look
She is ugly
But when she is free
Like a dove in flight
She is beautiful.

I have a lot of hatred
But I have to heal my family

Even though all of this has been said
I do not forgive her.

How can I love someone
Loud
Abusive
Annoying
Toxic

I *******
Hate her

We never tell each other
"I love you"
she pulls me in
She has no boundaries
Im sick and tired
Of her

She made my life
Really ******* hard
But I feel bad for her
Not being able to leave
This disgusting marriage
And giving birth to all of us

I hate my ******* family
I wish my dad would leave
Everyone assumes I dont have one
And that shes a single mother
But since this
******* ******* broke *** ***
Doesnt do **** but work
And come home and watch TV
She might as well be.

Because housework isnt work, right?
even though he gets a break,
And she doesnt,
Hes more "hardworking" than her.
******* *******.
My dad
Is a lazy
Selfish ******* *****
Just like my ******* ex,
Both of them never change.

She
Is
So
*******
Weird.

I hate who she is.
Shes disgusting.
But she is like that
Because of trauma

Just
Like
Me.