You don’t treat me like I deserve.
you don’t treat you like you deserve.
you don’t know who you are anymore.
you defended a girl who used you.
you defended a girl who doesn’t give a ****
you lost a woman who was down for you.
then attacked her for trying to cope
when was the last time you had ****** relations with him

you don’t treat me like i deserve
you don’t treat you like you deserve
I don’t know who you are anymore.
you attack me for things I did to heal.
you resent me for things I don’t remember
you blame me for things I can’t take ownership of
everything is my fault.
whose fault is it? the pink power ranger?

a table is thrown.
you’re recording this all.
you’re taunting me.

now ill admit it, I said some ****.
and the worst part of it all..
you didn’t even get it.
You don’t understand anything I’m going through
so you constantly **** on me.
all I wanted was to pull something good out
from the **** show that you rained down on us
you are a ****. a ******* ****.

I slapped you.
you’re recording this still
you’re taunting me.

when I said you weren’t worth it
i ******* meant it

you claim i put the demon inside you
but how could i accomplish
such a horrific feat
when I couldn't even string
a simple sentence together.
I cried in your arms for help
praised your beauty, intelligence, determination
gave all of it to you, Ryan
lost myself trying to fix you
I made myself less to fit you
sat there while you told me
i was less than I am
because arguing was impossible
I forgave you for things
i never should have
i apologized for things
i never should have

****, you're right
I loved you so much,
I let you become
a monster