I never told you...
that during the time we met
I thought of my friends of my only family, no big threat
and in those two years we grew close
one thing i will say that no one knows
within three years
i shed so many tears

You decided you didn't want me anymore
and left me bleeding on the floor
and you took the rest of the family with you
and i never told you so you never knew...

You see you all were my family
and i loved you all
and i took a fall
but you took everyone away
and everything turned gray

you see I've had depression since i was six
and then you pulled out your bag of tricks
and you ****** me so badly
and i couldn't take it, sadly

So i went to that ocean
i had ran out of emotion
and i tried to drown
all i ever did anymore was frown

and i did love you
but not like soul mate love
family love
and i didn't want to lose my family again

and now your doing the same thing now...
and i have continued to fall down.