Every day I get up to play a game,
Life is its name….

Like other games, it has its own set of rule,
No hack for this was taught in my school,

I try to hold things in my fist,
But every day is a new twist,

This is a game full of weird human characters,
Some remain & some leave depends on their benefit factor,

This game gives sudden shake
Those will win who don’t break,

But this is incomplete solution to life equation,
Because I am still on board not reached the final station……

So many new faces in front of me
Hiding themselves in laptops,
I am a thrown seed in this field
Of  professionally grown crops,
Sound of fingers hitting keys so fast
Is only thing I hear from one hour past,
Another is  loud sound of clock's tickles
Making me to miss my college giggles,
Auditing the figures in million
None have that care free smile of minion,
Probably I will get handsome money
But will I be able to live life fully Honey??

You trusted me never ask why
'Kaash' you caught my lie
I hurt your heart by my good bye
'Kaash' you hold my hand see me shy
" I want diamonds that you can't buy"
And you again believe your cutie pie
How can I tell you soon I will die
''Kaash' you can hear my hidden cry
For once only  you would spy
You may know your love going to die
'Kaash' you didn't trust my lie

I could see your face before I die
Than you might too look for me in sky
'Kaash' you didn't trust my lie
For once you might ask why
You shouldn't trust my lie

Mummy want me to be mature
Brother want me not to be a bore

Sister want my secrets to share
Dad want me to take care

Boss want me to do all the work
Friends want me to be free like ****

My colleagues want my support
My cousin want my new fur coat

I know what all need or want
But what I need ? I don't

There are many heart's that I won
Except my own :(

You want to go
Just go

But promise me
You will not look back
It's not that I willn't be there
But I don't want you to see my heart's crack

You want to go
Just go

But never look into my eyes
If you will see me on your way
I don't want you to read unspoken
Love words today I want to say

You want to go
Just go

But promise me you willn't
come on my grave with flower
It's not that my love will die with me
I don't want to touch your soul as rain shower

Its not that I willn't wait for you
Or patience for my love I lack
But promise me
You will not come back

You want to go
Just go
Gooo
Goo
Go......

So much crowd is here but
I am feeling all alone ,
My head try to cover up
But my heart gave a shake to my bone,
No one is mine
While all are my known,
My body is feeling terrible heat
although its calm dawn,
I choose self respect over my friends
But now my control on heart has gone,
This stupid heart want them again
Knowing how it was crushed and thrown,
Even my head feel heart pain
And do best to stay away from *****
Heart is not always right sometimes
Need to be bared when it hurt own,
I will strong hard so no one hit my spirit
No matter how long I have to stand alone......

I am 20 now and you want me to feel
Like you care when you give me teddy
I got my first first bear
When I was of 8 by my daddy
You give me flowers and chocolate
To show your love is so trendy

Let me tell you boys, whom your VIRTUAL QUEEN
she is someone REAL PRINCESS already
Try as much you all can
My king will be only my daddy