Mackenzie thomas

Mackenzie thomas Nov 2018

The things they don’t tell you the Women who fall In love with gang members

She likes to joke around an play fight an try to win
She gets a few good hits in before he pins her to the ground an thoughts start to fill her head , she looks away gives up an try’s again “you don’t want no smoke “ he says as she laughs An falls down again
A friendship that’s been built
He means more to her then stars An poetry
He’s more to her then some gangster kid
The first time they met they wrestled for a phone an sparks were met
Keep your head up shorty he says
smile instead
A heart full of gold she sees instead
Yea he shoots gun drinks an fights but he’s human too what do you expect
She sees the sweetness instead
How he would risk his life for the people he loves
Wrapped up in his arms
she felt peace again

Mackenzie thomas Oct 2018

out of order

everything seems so black and empty like were not really live inside
maybe its just me but who's too say
trapped wrapped up in caution tape
feels like there's a out of order sign hovering above me because my brain don't work the same
and maybe i'm to blame
but its a shame what society chooses to do
broken an abuse
hurt an miss use
souls unable to brake free
an be whom they were ment too be

#society

Mackenzie thomas Aug 2018

Untitled

if i were to let my heart speak aloud
all it would say was your name
or how I get lost in those eyes
how the slightest smell of cigarettes remind of you

an in everyway i fell for you

people tell me to pick my poisons, an i pick you

#love

Mackenzie thomas Aug 2018

feeling free

your mind is both complex an hard to love sometimes
but when you learn to love your brain
oh boy, is it a magical time indeed
you won't feel like your lungs are collapsing

those voices go silent an the skys become clear once again

Mackenzie thomas Jul 2018

3:33 a.m

With the setting of the sun,with the falling of tides, I realize how accustomed I had grown to the feeling; of wind on my skin,of hailstones falling.
Alphabetized , my many names. A blurred face in a hallway of mirrors.an I will never forget those moments in which I lay on your chest and your heartbeat was what calmed me.

Mackenzie thomas Jun 2018

Pain

I watch you there,
I watched you disappear
Just like that into crisp thin air
Forevermore you were never here
I wish I knew more time with you
I miss your hands an how they Swallowed mine
Miss you’re arms an you pulling me close at night
But
Just a memory now
I watch you there,
I watched you disappear
Forevermore, you were never here
i miss you...
I wish were just mine..

Mackenzie thomas Jun 2018

Warnings

With you, I ignored the warning signs.
Silence is very loud
An I’ve learned that now
Because I pushed the signs away..
I wanted you to stay
With you, I ignored the signs..
Looked pasted all the broken glass
Yet you cheated on me
Used me
An dumped me
You broke me
An yet I still want you
Because I love you
With you, I ignored the warning signs.
let my guard down..let you in
An fell for you
But this generation guys are all the same..
They leave you to crash an burn
Hurt
An broken...