Words are always hard to find
When heart and mind are not in line

Words are running when chased
You can’t find them like they are caged

But, words are not just said
Even what’s on mind are counted

Now, do words really love to hide?
or is it just you who denies?

I know it was nothing
until you appeared one evening
You were waiting for me while raining
I ran to you like I was longing

You flashed an unforgettable smile
You hugged me tight for a while
Your warmth feels like home
I don’t want to let go

To grasp that moment is all I can do
Because I know when I open eyes
You will disappear out of the blue

I have lots of questions in mind
I don’t know the answers, where to find?

God, I want to know
I’m longing for answers, where to go?

I know You are faithful
I will wait until it bloomed

How lovely these flowers could be?
a paradise indeed, that I want to see
the way you bloom is outstanding
how you follow the light is amazing

dear, you took my heart away
i want you here, please stay

She's not sure what to feel
Months passed,
she still can't believe it's real
That mesmerizing moment is always in her head
She keeps on smiling like crazy in bed

but,

She knows how dangerous it could be:
to believe on something that is pure fantasy
So while it is still early
she will save herself from misery

I hated how my day started
woke up with a mind clouded
with worries and tiredness, I drowned
My knees surrendered, reaching the ground

It was an afternoon
I was rooted to the spot where I was sitting
something happened that I wasn't expecting
Bundle of nerves and butterflies were fighting
while I also can't stop myself from smiling

Everything happened out of the blue
I thought I was dreaming,
but i'm wide awake
and it's true

When I can't accept it, I get angry
When I don't see it, I feel so weary
When I don't want it, I disobey
When I don't feel it, I run away

The more that I try to escape
the more that You give grace
Oh what did I do to deserve You?
I'm a trash but I'm too precious for You

There's no way that I could fight
these temptations, taking my life
It's embracing me
until I couldn't breathe
Stealing the joy only You can give

I am weak in my natural ways
If not guided,
I'll be blurred as haze
Surround me with Your love and power
I can't do this alone,
I need You to take over

People thought that i'm crazy
'cause smiling from ear to ear became my hobby
You're too precious to know
Oh, I never saw that kind of glow

I don't know what the future holds
If the next years will keep us close
May I be remembered as a friend
To whom you can run to in the end