hop in the ride
late at night
bottles sippin
**** im trippin
gotta drive
**** im high
i can barley open up my eyes
i roll one for me the second is for you
if im smokin wit you ***** you smokin with me 2
you aint got no **** to match then i guess im rollin a few

LookI've had a minute to think
I know it's only really been a cupple of weeks
But every moment I'm with you my heart feels weak
I ain't one to rush into nothin cuz to be honest I ain't nothin to keep
I got my demons and they settled in deep
I been doin time since I was thirteen
You can change me over night I'm sorry if tried
Ask anyone that knew me growing up if you wanna be by my side your really in for a ride
I know that I make life shine cuz I got a love for living life
That's what you love not this thuggin way I act or gangster way I Mac on you
Tellin you your body fine kissing on your neck holdin your *** like I'm holding on to life
I'm warning you now you gone learn what it is to live and die I'll make you smile when I'm around and when the twelve take me down I know you gonna cry
Just keep money on the books and answer the phone I wanna hear your voice your words warm my cold soul
Choppers blastin at the whip I'm sorry if I get hit
At my funeral burry me with a blunt keep polo G and ynw melly playin while they drop me in
Remember that i found you broken your ex man's is a fool
I wanna treat you to finer thing but **** theses streets have got me pinned
You ain't lived this life you that's good all I ever done is sin and rep for my homies that in the pen an for my family that believe in the cause it's can't stop won't stop till the better end
Brains blown out I'm starin this is life at it's end
Theses streets cold it's  90 degree weather an I'm shaking
My homies life was just taken that fentenal is gonna get us all RIP to the homies that lost the battle of addiction
Baby girl you don't know em but I know some real ones that lat in the earth
If you gonna stick around you need to understand
that I'ma die one day an I ain't gonna make to to see eighty three
It's a bullet or an OD that's gonna be the cause of my defeat
I'm trying change but theses chemicals balence me and theses lanes run there mouths and silent is something I can't be
It just takes that punk to nut yo and pull a trigger then boom I gone
What would you think?
I love you I truley do
I know I really barley know you and you ain't so sure about how beautiful you are but here to tell you
you got me goin crazy baby lats make one
I got a son how about a baby girl we talk about what to name our perfect peice of this world.
Don't be nervous I promise no matter what they'll be perfect
I got dreams of bein rich and famous on TV screans and stages
I don't know if it's gonna happen cuz I'm still used to trapping
beIN locked up is for the birds much love to homies behind locked doors u hope you see the gates soon
Baby you gotta understand I live one life you ain't never even heard half of I'll keep you safe ain't no man women or bullet gone graze your spirits
Gucci Loui prada baby let's get some designer on
Spend every dollar I got buying jewlery and shiny dimonds
Ten bands I'ma put that on my wrist
20 grand I'ma put that round your neck
Keep the feelings between us tight like you sqeezin my neck
In the bedroom you say I keep you wet
I like it when you keep me on the edge make me lust for your body make me fiend for your soul I swear you made the window in my heart grow whole
I can see your face when my eyes closed
Thuggin is the life I live pulling out sticks aimin at the ones that wishin us an early end
Opposition creepin round every corner man I swear
Treasure every moment this life ain't always fair
Bags pay the Bills so we living off of welfare
Felonies got the opportunities looking scarce  
No one wanna hire you when trappin is the only job you ever had
Robbin down the street man **** the other side we gonna take it all hope yall ****** die
Twenty-twenty me and my girl like bonnie and Clyde
I'ma gangsta she right by my side bands in the trunk I want my money high
Live this life with me and we can ****** shine
Trippin on these drugs I can see why my mother fried
We can smile for a while baby can you handle this

Hello, my name is Dennis Drain, I am 17 years old and currently attending Silver Creek High School as a junior. My school has officially made changes to its curriculum to fit a big picture school. In this form of schooling students explore there interests and gain high school accreditation threw the real world work they do in the community. In speaking to my advisory teacher Mr. Topp we have found that having an interview with a musician who knows the business would positively impact my career. I have great interest in the rap industry. I have allot of lyrics that I have wrote and would like to start recording. As part of my semester goals I would like to start to build a foundation of musicians, lyricists, company leaders, and producers. You can contact my advisory teacher Mr.Topp during the hours of 9:00 Am and 3:30 Pm at the schools number (208)-578-5060 or through email at ttopp@blaineschools.org . I would be able to do the interview via Skype, Facetime or Googlechat.  Please help me in attempting to chase my dream through hard work, persistence and the community you belong to. You can contact me personally via email at ZtickZblaZiN@yahoo.com facebook or by phone at (208)-720-0961 ask for Dennis. Thank you for your attention to this email, I look forward to speaking with you in the near future.
                                                         ­                                                                 ­                  - Dennis Drain
                                                           ­                                                                 ­                  ZtickZ

I was born to a collection of addicts and criminals!
I can only admit that I have more respect and courtesy then them.
I Promised myself that when I am to be a father I would quite.
My love is my life and she's carring my son.
But I'm on this **** again. What the **** is my problem.
I think I'm done till it's in my hands again.
Feelin like a worthless person, a selfish heathen
When I got **** I don't need speed.
But I can't sleep and I don't even wanna move.
Just watch tv and eat so I say to myself at least I'll accomplish somethin.
**** I'm broke and living outta others homes I don't think I'll ever give my child the proper life or a stable home.
I work my *** off and make good money but I can't keep any of it 4 ****

Did you ever hear the one about the kid that aint dead cuz hes lucky?

He thrives on conflict, looks for a fight, likes to walk down ally ways in bad neighborhoods late at night.

Takes drugs without askin what they are cuz he lives by the motto **** life, anybody need a little extra time  I got some you can barrow mine.

Made it to 19 but 20 is a far off dream...

Look,
          in my homies ride i see through smoke half the time,
burnin down ounces faster than gas soaked houses.
catchin attention from every person we pass, reakin of grass
Police on our *** thick smoke makin em laugh,
can't hear **** over the bass,the knobs stuck on max.
Treble don't exist in this 96, playing instrumentals while i roll  joints thick with the flick of my wrist
This ain't our last ditch effort its what we doin daily *****
Black hoodie crew goes hard all black and red no blue

I know that I'm a peice of ****,  an thats ok I can handle it..
But the 1 thing that was keepin me here,  was the though that some1 cared..
now i see... that all the time I, spent chasing you was 1 big game
And thats ok it was fun 2 play... but now ive got a say good by to the fake embrace the pain...
Pleasee lord send me on my way, drop my body onto the floor... I have never fealt this way b4.. but I know it'll be a better world with out me wasting everybodys ****** time.
A tool is only worth. What it can do and I don't see What the point is in going a broken one 2 you....

Please just take me down a path of nothingness.. I relze that you've lost your sanity waiting on this kind of **** but i won't be around much longer now ...  please take my words 4 what there worth.. and remember that I was born a curse ... unwanted and probobly better offending it all so as a load i can fall from  somewhere that never end..losing myself in the darkness of my own sin

walk a mile in my kicks an i swear to god you'll wanna quit
that's why i got a fat bag and this bowl lite
cuz i smoke till i drop ***** i cant quite
so ****** sick turn around here the cops again
aint lookin for **** but to lock me up again
so i quick jump over that fence
on tha back porch i down some hen
then quick run before they see me again

Some people say
that the craziest people
are the ones who's minds are great.
And I for one can honestly say
From the bottom of my heart
That my mother might not always stay
But she refuses to lay
down  the ground when times are grey
the sun has burnt away   and everybody
In the world stopped  hears what we say.  every op

Hoodie up kicks tight an ima ride tonight
No reason to die but I ain't lookin behind
Me, im just another white boy grown up with G's
Learned the law of the streets and how to hustle to eat
Sell rock cuz there ain't no money in ****
lookin for a way out but the stars ain't shinin on me
I Write and write but who's gonna see
gettin sick of what im lookin at, pain is an endless sea.
Now a days im fully grown and changed
Did my time and earned my place amongst those like me
If you took a pick of my life now and then you would never think i was the same man
Used to be a child stupid and free till i ride on a ***** who ****** with my family
wasted my youth in idjc
Got out to a new town and i aint gotta **** have respect see.
All the girls went crazy all the guys wanna hang with me
all of a sudden **** changed I was at the top im big man on the block ain't no one **** with me and i ain't gotta worry bout cops
i love that my name just carry's me as a man
everybody thinks im dangerous and always carrying a gun in hand.
But im a nice guy maby keep a knife but that's just from a past life
Don't think i won't **** you or that i can't
I just don't see a reason to take a life for some drama man.  
The force in in my hit is enough to knock  out a full frown ***** wanna be a man
I never thought i would grow up to be who i am
Always thought i was gonna die young by a rivals hand.
I made it to 18 so im outta plans Now im just glib with the flow till i find the end

I wanna know why,?.... I put my hood up as i walk under lights. Can't say i won't  but i know i got some time before i die. So im creasin up my pants , fresh shirt first class flown from France, same shoes that i wore way back in class, i like wavin to the police  with my ******* like an angry bee stinger  im a hifey little ***, work every day but im still strapped for cash, dress like look like act like a business man, im the boss of some back ally business plans. Walk round town like a ****** gangster man. I got props from the big boss i handle business better than the mob. Never back down never run home to mom. Get my *** beat stand back on my feat cuz i ain't one to get robbed

As far as I know words are as light as the smoke that I blow
They Only mean **** if you can see some action happen
Other rappers just keep there mouths gabbin
Wasting air on sounds that got the truth lacking
I'm clapping thunder with my jaws teachin truth to God's
Chillin wit killas an defying the odds,
pour white and no cars, all G.

Seen as a king by the friends around me
The boss of all bosses  nobody ***** with me.
I don't just play games and smoke ****
I was raised to handle business and never flee
I take punks with potential and teach
im not the best person to wanna be
im one person who earned my respect by movin  my feet
keeping my lips tight and if need be takin the heat.
I know random information that no one could teach
School wasent the place for me  but im smart as anybody
Knowledge taught about the streets is how we learn to live wherever we be

First off I'd like to introduce myself ill use my nick name so the common wealth can't find someone to blame and send to jail...
My uncle was like my father and named me ztickz cuz I was skinny and strong. he took care of me and helped me along. this is a poem that ill read like a song, its a story asking how it went so wrong...

So learn the words and speak along.

long before my eyes were blue and my hair was blond my father was gone and my mom was doing it all wrong. teenage girl with a big belly smokin out a dope ****. Drinkin with the hopes that the bump would be gone.

December 97 is when i came along, born ****** up i couldent tell you everything mom was on. Liquor brought me out quicker and dope gave her hope that the party was on. Barely turned 16 gave birth to me and couldent deal with thinking that her fun was gone. She was young thin and blond she wasent gonna stop until her body wouldn't let her party on.I can't recall cuz i was to young but im sure a week of rest was to long. Started out she was never gonna be away for to long.

You take for granted all that you got
Everything that I own I know what it cost
I take a mile and walk while you ******* pullin out phones so you hoes can talk
Your hands are still baby soft mine are hard as a rock im on to many drugs right now I can barely talk.

NOW!
not to say that I'm better or perfect in anyway I'm a loser that knows what it's like doin 4 days awake but at least i aint all hash tag snap chat she's **** hes a *** all ******* cuz you ******* didint get what you want
I never thought I
I    

I came into this world drunk an high so what does that mean about how ima die its ok tho im expectin to go only way to make me feel more is to keep up on wheat's real be never pay attention to a person who's spreading everything that they herds

Yea, .......
Walkin in the dark, black suit and stompin boots ,
Breakin in jackin cars, strip-em and sell em for parts
Take what I make and pay for a place to stay
Take and buy a burger wit the change I make
Rob a food chain and use the cash to buy a pack
Go back to the homies on G. Street and pack
Take my **** to my new pad for a week and I'll be back

Listen  to the words I've wrote,
when I speak, truth floats on the smoke I blow
Ignorant and young I'm told, I'll  understand how the world works one day they say,
But I came from the cold and ain't **** changed soo...

I think I've given up.... I'm gonna sit on my *** wright raps and smoke it up
Ain't even gonna record cuz if I did I'd  be worth something more
And nobody believes that I can be anything but pour.
I don't care any more what you think,
I do drugs, steal and of course I live on the streets
But oh what do you expect from a boy at 18
When being raised was never a thing,
And nobody but villains and fiend's help with anything

Yeah....

I'm waiting on my next trip to jail
It's been a while and I need to talk to someone who pretends that I'm better than every body says
**** it if Imy locked in box cold and lost in my head 3 meals dry socks, a place to sleep and be left to die is better than how hard I try to please people who don't care about my life, won't supply a little cash to me and my girl, refuses to offer an empty room for us to crash, CUZ ******* WHEN MY MOTHER DIDN'T RAISE ME SHE RAISED A PEICE OF CRAP. and it's all my fault all the money nobody saved for me when I got older slipped through invisible cracks.

I used to believe if I gave respect someone would give some to me
If I spared time to do a favor I would get that returned to
But Now I know I should have been selfish and mean,
Seeing as that's what I've been given for my helping
Stopped being a violent, hatfull human being
To try and earn something like help when need be
But now I'm back mother *******, remember me.
I'm gonna do it all again and times ten so you ******* can see that your greed and deceit lost you more than you think.
I've got about 10 houses with gas leaks I'm gonna go smoke inside while the family sleeps at night
And to many pieces of **** I'm gonna meet in the streets and we'll the coroner is gonna be pretty ****** busy  if you ask me
And when the police ask why I did it I'll tell em
Straight up...... I did all I could for every one of them and not one had a second they could spare to even show despair over the pieceof **** I've been treated as even after I've been nothing but nice nobody cared


Im done with doin favors I'm done bein there for ****** anybody else  
Me and my girl gonna go round slitting all you ******* throats feed you to my dog and call it even for all the time we've wasted

Yea.... ztickz!.....
    It's been a minute since I could really feel it.....

I been stressing a lot lately,
my mind ain't been thinkin sanely
I ain't wrote one word to beat in months
To much stress? Maby...
I gotta baby on the way 26 weeks along and I'm broke without job

My first breath was a gift, my soul shares a heart with death.
Machiavelli sculpted my brain with Picasso's plans for a perfect mess....
I was taught by instinct, I did every thing without thinking
Grew this idea in my head that I was meant to teach the morals people forget.
I drive my life on a wavy road, with my feet takin me where I needed my soul to go

Open up the door to a better world.
What can I say, it looks a lot like yesterday.
Where I cant see anything but a better way
Livin is simple and killin isn't a thing

A 9 year old boy sitting on a window seal.
silent and firm anybody could see that his thoughts were deep. First look he was young and his face screamed sweet. White boy blond hair baby blue eyes and face any mother would keep.  Then a hand comes up holdin a peice. Keep lookin and you'd wanna cry

from the bad lands i came  from the west i earned my name
till i drop i wont stop  ill stay  208 till i hit my grave

Back when I was young, I lead army's into battle for fun.
Grew up an only child on a farm with acres to run.

Back when I was young, wind storms meant tree tops.
Went swimming in canals and walked rail road tracks.

Back when I was young, my only friend was my dog.
Ran for miles in the summer till It got to hot.

Back when I was young, the bus couldn't always come.
Jumped in snow drifts off of hay stacks till I went numb.

Now that I'm man, I can't believe kids today there boring.
Always on the Internet or play in video games.

I miss the old days, but at least I got em!
And my kid will too

Smoke white rocks, at midnight on new year's, Don't  sleep for 3 days, and then say I been awake since last year an watch conservatives run in fear. Hahahaha i love it when they scared. 2017

I'm a stone, from my head to my toes, from my clothes to my skin down to my bones.

I don't feel much, but I  certainly don't show what I do feel and I dont talk enough to anyone.

But I must admit that im scared as ****!

In 2 days I'ma be 19, my only love is 8 weeks into carrying my first child, I work hard as hell in dangerous situations and I dont get paid half of what I'm owed so I'm always broke.

My father just got out of prison 3 days ago and 2morrow im going to introduce him to my girlfriend.

Im gonna break the news that even tho he was never there for me hes 8 month from being a grandfather.

And I just don't know how I feel about allowing a man that I barely know having a part in my child's heart, when he could leave at any moment hurting my first born.

I smoke dope and it's what helps me get things done an work hard.

It don't make me tweak but even tho I try not to spend money on what I smoke sometimes I lose motivation and sit around so 20 or 30 bucks now and then could make me broke and leave my family without.

Im excited to raise my own child, I'm sure I'll be good but I'm young and don't know the half of this **** that I say do.

What do I do when I have no money I've already given up on drugs cuz I have no funds and   my family's hungry.

Im so proud I never ask for hand outs, I chose to rob and steal for a meal rather than ask the people willing to help for a loan to get me and my girl along.

Im scared for the future,... I raised myself and taught myself how to live without **** but I based my life off of street principals

Steal to eat, sell what you don't need, rob cars to support problems that scream till I feed em with drugs and bad habits

I won't let my child need to do what I had to do cuz I'll be there to make ends meet, but what lesson can I teach.

I could tell you *******, do drugs, steal and cheat. I could form a real gangster out of a white boy that's never Felt the pain you get on the streets.

But I stopped listening to teachers in the second grade cuz I yearned for an easy life and quick pay.

Im smart but as far as school im brilliant in an evil way

How can I help with homework when I don't know anything about half of what schools are teaching

I can show them how to work hard and build things, all the odds and ends to creating a building.

But what if they don't want to labor for a living? What if numbers are what there dream job requires?

What I even if I'm around my child resents me cuz they learn and think differently?

Im so excited to have a child of my own that I've already started talking to my girls stomach.

Im sorry if I rambled on or didn't rhyme the whole time but I needed to babble for a while about how scared shitless I am for tomorrow, 8 months from  now an the next 18 years that follow.


I promise I'll do all I can to give my child every opportunity the world has. I know I won't teach my child about my past or allow them to follow. I just don't know how to stay hallow when tears keep fillin me up and leaking out creating a a puddle I wish was shallow.

So every night before I sleep or at least by midnight I will repeat to my self the words that follow.


You are a good man with respect and courtesy.
In hard times you make ends meet and support your family with hard work and honesty.
Respect, honor, and hard work are all things my child will learn by watching me.
Sarah can teach school and other things, and I can teach hard work and Practical things.
Fear is natural an good when contemplating raising a child!
Atleast that means I want for them, better things.
I will be a great father among other things and I won't always be correct in my teaching, but BUT I SWEAR BY MY HONOR THAT MY CHILD WILL KNOW ME, LOVE, HATE LEARN FROM AND GROW TO BE RESPECTABLE, HARD WORKING, DOWN TO EARTH INTELLIGENT, AND ABOVE ALL THINGS HAPPY AND UNDERSTANDING! All because I will raise him with LOVE give TIME to LISTEN and TEACH HIM WHEN EVER HE FINDS REASON TO QUESTION A REASON.
I WILL BE A GOOD FATHER AN I WILL NEVER LEAVE MY LOVE OR MY CHILD BY CHOICE. I WILL FIGHT TO MAKE  MY FAMILY A GOOD LIFE, UNTILL I DIE...!!!!!!!!!!!




Sorry I'm just so nervous to raise a child, I had no parents, my mom and dad abandoned me and my grandfather left me to raise myself while he locked himself in his room UNTILL he had a reason to yell at me for another way I've ruined his life.
So with no money as a small child and nobody to support me right, my habits formed to insure i survived
I feed and clothed myself before I was 5. I just can't stop worrying about how I will raise a child and if I'll even do it right.

Day dreams of having a home that belong to me bought in cash didint get a loan and im the only one who says who can come  and go
In the front its lookin nice enough for a president to roll up
Int the back tho its a party lets ball till throw up
Gang signs excluded unless your included in mine If you wanna chill around font be actin like your learnin is behind no  scraps allowed any ****** time

Bring me brighter days, offer me a chance to change.
Im a father to 2 kids, stress N' pain  keep me up late.
All threw thenight there cries shake my brain. N' cause pain.
Broke every day, hungry while I slave to make money,
So I can pay the government until they dig my grave.
Corners ain't the place to be, when you lookin  for some extra green.
Sitin in the ally, Post up  in the shade, and i stay late
Money and weight stay behind the gate,
Can't afford to go jail, or lose the product that's paying for my food.
Treated like I'm rude cuz I learned young to mug and my face got stuck that way.
When I got stuck paying  nightly for a place to lay.
Food comes from my pockets  I got a 5 finger store in there cuz its more convenient.
I don't even buy **** no more.
Riskin prison for a pack of blacks that keep idiots from gettin ***** slaped when they lips smack askin for bag of smack.
Hands out holding change askin for whatever they  can get with that.

I keep my.. game peice in the..
winnin position.. game called ghetto broke livin..
My strategy a secret so... I'm in first position yo..
Hustle my livin from.. dealin medicine and sellin everything you own... till I got a cash enough, to buy a bank you know. I plan to rule the world with... the knowledge that.. gangsters loaned me way back when I was a kid. Now I know I'm destined to, make Dimonds out of ashes that.. I saved from bowls I smoked alone.


Took years and im still broke, grew up and learned I had Hustle to smoke, now I'm top bound,
smokin hopein for a chance to see a better life than I've had given

****....
                You really wanna know??.....
  I can tell you but you better sit And listen.
                             (Chorus:)
See.... growin up I liked to climb trees  
Sway in the breeze.
Somethin bout high places always helped me think.
does anybody understand that I am what I've seen??
I feel alone and different cuz the other kids don't understand my life's position.
All alone on a farm with my grandpa takin my parents position.
Independent and good in the kitchen,
I spent most days learnin how to fit in.
Playin ***, drugs, and prison.
I was to well educated in the art of sinnin
3 years old an adults had my head spinnin
I had trouble sleepin,
I'd stay awake and listen, wishin I could party with the big kids.


I think I'm kinda crazy. I don't show it but-
  I'm always thinkin bout the wrong things.
Hustlin ****** fightin and drugs,
Acted like a ****, i was shown no love
I didint have friends when i was growin up.
Nobody liked me, cuz I was to busy fightin the ones they loved.

I chose to be the most wanted outlaw in history....
I Taught myself to live in the streets.
When no one was lookin I was always crookin.
Looking at life from a delinquents position.
I dreamed of drug dealin, sellin and, cookin.
I saw myself as a gangster in prison.
Practiced cuz I figured that a menace needs
To know what he's dealin with if gonna
Grow up to be a street soldier.

Crept in with the wind
                                        came and went
   Came back and never left again
Till the loose ends were tight
A demon in the night who....
creeps around the bad parts of town
Stays outta sight
                                an outta mind
But handle any business I'm a part of
You won't leave my sight
I got my eyes on you
I'm watching from all side  
In front and behind
360 veiw and all the time

Yo,
    standin on point, crew full of black hoodies, red cherrys from a joint.
Heard you was snitchin, hence our position

past and future mixin in the present
makin everything we do and say more relevant
slippin could mean enden the lives of the innocent
the ones who live side by side by the life but ain't in it
never did the dirt we done but to often there's a crying mother holding her dying son
who was truly too young
never wanted the fight and was afraid of guns

A baby boy was born, In 1997 and his father sat alone. while his mother went to war...
15 at the time nd supported by
   raised himself into a man.
He stands proud, his pride is apparent-
But inside him is war

Yea,
       Keep every name I'm known by on your mind
Im just one of those guys that never trys to be in the light
But I'm a bit loud late at night and hard to forget
Strike fear in those who ain't know me, I'm really nice to have as a homie
Your first thoughts of how I would **** you are true
Get to know me and I'm obviously a nice guy
I try not to put myself in positions that could cost me time
2 and a half years  was enough wasted life
So I can see how it would be easy to forget that first bit of fear you felt at my sight
Don't get it twisted tho I did grown man dirt starting at 9 so 18 only means I'll be after this time
I'll let being jacked for dope money slide
I'll let a few words that you said slip my mind
Even takin my kindness for weakness I can forgive for a time
But don't even for a second believe that i'm any different than I was when I rolled with gang
Age 10 I earned my first stripe with a hand gun
At 14 my name was D. For family and ZtickZ to the rest
I took the rap for my homies and took my time with a calm breath
Learned a lot locked in a box like nobody has my back
Family by marriage, by blood or gang ties ain't enough.
I can't trust to be respected by anybody IV meet
I love my girl to death but don't doubt she would slit my throat in my sleep
So all this I'm a real homie and I know you would never hurt Me or rip me off should probably stop.
As nice as I come off I must let you know I stay calm for the love that I hold
For my girl first off my dog and the freedom I hold
I don't care who you are or how tight our bonds hold step on what beliefs I hold close
I won't hesitate to let what we I have unload
My fist'***** harder than most you know
I roll with a knife most the time and late at night fo sho
So be real don't get comfortabol with any body you know
I keep a ******* or two close cuz I can teach a *** actin stupid how to be a bro that has the game on point from every angel as long as his head don't get big when the positives of a boss mentality kick in
An even then I'll step back till you realize who you should have as a friend
I don't look for reasons to put what you believe in on blast as incorrect or wrong
I'll help you along give you a person to look to when your not so strong
I hate immaturity in everybody old or young
But regardless of who you are or your age if you let parents didn't teach you to watch what you say
There's a good chance I could be your killer one day
I believe in peace and I see need in war
But I also believe that survival of fittest is needed in the world
I'll speak truth for everybody that'll listen if you can't at least take in simple life lessons and blow off knowledge of life
Given by a highschool drop out that has proven to understand simple methods on how to survive
Than please do a favor to the young and bright that learned early how to act right
Don't have a child we don't need stuck up rich kids as a group in life
Don't speak in any form
poison in the form of words is what causes wars
And people that follow every rule
think that it's cool to be A list rich and good at school
are the people that voice strictly that situations of pain and suffering don't matter when it comes to the words they've twisted to properly fit what what keeps degenerates out of the click
Cuz there blind to seeing life from a real position
Power is what drives the socially accepted to stay out of prison
But the leader of a generation of bright children all ages including the old and wise
Is the man that regardless of age race size or number of crimes holds the greatest respect in my mind.
So next time you decide that a **** lookin drug using nice guy is a week man with a front to hide weakness member that intelligence and power are also measured by the worst people alive
Leniency is what all we ask for in life
Life needs rules and people like a voice that carry's waight and still Cry's for or worlds sad fate
Keeps a head straight on shoulders carrying the world's waight
Doesn't break mentally even if hate is all he gains
And didnt act violently for every slander thrown there way
But won't hesitate to **** what is poisoning the world's fate
There personal gain of being respected is above what anyone can say
So now that I've written a couple of pages of rhymes randomly and in a sparatic melody
With no specific order or story I'll lastly say....
The greatest individuals hold power in perception. Without action of any form they are perceived as as one to fear.
Once you know them that fades and my be mistaken for weakness. they have no problem letting people feel as if they have bettered them or outsmarted them in the least.
Because they know that restraint is powerful. Perceptions deceive every person with eyes that see.
Honesty earns respect from every person god can see.
Understanding and appropriately acting without over reacting is a noticed thing
Physical and mental strength are one and the same
Intelligence in the fform of traditional schooling only carry's relevance to point
Survival is a necessity to which our history has forgotten as being what allows knowledge to grow century to century
All tho they use currency and work like slaves there entire life's to achieve riches
The firmly believe that societys who allow a body of governing people to mass produce specific currency that holds the only value in trade is what will cause this worlds demise
And most importantly they hold the understanding of both sides
Regardless of their social or economic value in others eyes they have the ability to smile in stressful times  take into consideration a situation before making decisions that affects others life's
Our world has yet to be led on any continent in any country. State. City. Town. Or government by an individual who understands that what what we know can Chang regardless of what ages of script say is a correct way to live simply by voicing down to earth undeniable truths of life. Gaining respect from everybody who hears of there attempts due to an outlook focused on joining together the people of earth as a population that neglects to find reason in any form of segregation. And has respect earned by morals not accreditation from bosses or schools
I firmly believe at my current age of 18 that this things are all that we need in a person fit to lead not a group a state or a country but the world. Not as a judge or a powerful being but as a voice and a face of a person that our dying race of anamazingly intelligent beings can look at as a leader in bringing back what makes being a person on earth great.


I will never subjugated myself to believeing false truths. Believing facts only proven by human beings to be true unless comments sense makes it obvious and testing unneeded.
I will break laws. Do drugs act concedly in times when I am not needed to act for others.
I will steal from the rich and give to the pour but will under no circumstance take more than what is needed .
The week and willing to learn will never be overlooked by myself for as long as I live
I will do as I can to the best of my ability to use common sense integrity and simple hopes of unity spread by my voice starting with family then my community and one day earths people as a whole to not lead but voice how simple unity can be. Piece can be attained and happiness can spread

I do not intend to be great   I am an evil minded sinner to those who believe god Hale's ever ending judgment. I never once said I was the one that will join the world. I now and for ever will only state that I am one of a Likely large gripe that offers his voice to speak to and not for the world's simple humanistic values and needs.

**** SOCIETY IN ITS CURRENT FORM!!!!

Man... I'm so sick of this ****, taking like a politician, tryin ta act like a different person.
Even when im wrightin an gettin twisted.
Stayin up 3 days without sleepin even a second.
I feel like I abandoned my mission, of relatin to the worlds neglected children.
Started spitin **** that  made me sound like a *****.
but the truth is im still white, high, wearin black hoodies and  refusin to accept what I don't like.
Didint notice I was writtin any different I was just hella trippin on the white ****,
sittin up all night on hello poetry half dead, can't remember half of what I said. Just remember i wasn't making sense,
finly went to bed and im back again...

Finley Wearin all black again, bandana ironed in my back left again, but even on my brightest days i was born to sin.
So im still north side 14 only white boy allowed in. Pipe loaded with whatever for forever  someone better burry me with a peice in my pocket to chief on when they lower down my casket and lock it. Then pour little bit of 40 on top for the homie who never stopped kilin it.

Every moment is forgotten...
We only see a blink of what  actually happened...
Snap shots flyin outta wagons
Memories were made but that was yesterday.
This second passed, while I was explainin time to yo ***...
Stare at the world and you'll see it change, but you'll only rember the begning and the end.
Furious fighters throw a hundred punches but you rember the big right hand....
the time they made you mad is a memory, driving the present that passes before we grip reality...

See what I mean to say is that, the life we experience is lost to our own ongoing experience. Life is 1 line not many. The world is round and spinning.....
So we don't look back we grip the rope and hope this race is worth winning because this blurr had pain and I forgot the beginning...
Can I forget the end?

see I always got told Dennis your smart but  you need to look into your heart, you got one life and you had a hard start but your lucky cuz you get it. Other kids grew up in ****** positions and never learned what it takes to make it. But 4 years old and you could smoke and hold a conversations not to glorify kids getting high but I got a share a story with the nation tonight.
Now imagine that you dealin  dope and a 4 year old is sitting watchin  as your bagin seein how you actin reactin  to your passion for broken glass in a bag you think that they won't remember cuz there just to young but then they grow up and strung out cuz you tought em what to do when they chill out. Smoke down drink till you *** out go hard never go home **** everybody I'm talking  from a lonley voice in my soul.

Growing up I remember how my mother didint seem to old. She took me round the states and and taught me how to hustle at every show. Never got **** for free and I grew up quick took every moment as a lesson cuz  there's no way ima be considered an adolesont. I was born into this world to wreck it lost the section of my brain that  told my mouth to shut it but **** it I don't need to act hard I look the part  so while you flexin for your girl talking on how you ball all hard im shakin out my pockets like ima hella broke under age white boy half your size but you still hidin in you car like a ***** im just trying to ride  standing out your window blowin clouds of **** smoke thick and white like I don't give a **** bout the police or the snitches im a boy on a man's mission switched positions with my target. afraid to fight me cuz im actin hifey tired of this ***** so we role quick ******* out the window you don't notice cuz you busy getting taught a lesson by yo *****

Bright lights red, blue, and white pull up right behind, and is I notice America quickly crosses my mind.
Then I realize that im being pushed aside by a country demanding of so much pride.
Told growing up that our ancestors fought for our rights.
Now I can't be awake walking outside at night without being suspicious of committing a crime.
So as the officer approaches, I lose sight of how there supposed to be a sign of help and protection in our lives
Getting pulled over cuz I don't dress the way America likes.
Asked for ID, and given a ticket for failure to purchase a peice of plastic that i don't believe we need.
Why does the government who's establishment was created by intellectual individuals  to be a voice need to know me.
your boundaries have been over stepped and our voices kept silent.
The masses have agreed to keep quiet due to the fear of greed politicians have shown in every speech.
Falling apart, our beautiful country, its sad to see.
The people need to stand together for there right to once again live in a beautiful country

Young an breakin rules cuz it's more fun than trying to conform.
Wild life is twice the good time without the suit ties
Black hoodies late nights drugs *** music and good times.
Never slowing down as long as long as I haven't created another life .
**** I love bein young ima die cuz I'm crazy an dumb.
Don't ever go to parties there boring.
I stay home and blast music in my room
Loud and volger forcin neighbors to listen to it
**** the government it's corrupt and crumbling
Whats it gonna take to make the rest  of you ******* see how they force your money to pay their bills only cuz we stay divided and refuse to join together and take what's ours.
The young and old need to be wild and free all the way to Washington DC  rub freedom in there face and take this outdated government out by the knees .

**** the government the police and every branch of leaders who sit comfortably refusing to fight and continuing to steal our money ima **** the Democratic party the Republican party and the president if you don't like it step up toe to toe no gun no cops  behind you whoever has the ***** and fight me center street in front of every news camera in the country and see who really believes deep inside that there view of life is right

I, like many dead and and alive were born to suffer, struggle and strive for barely enough to survive.
No plan made for our coming of age, not a cent saved, not a thing gave to us.
We work hard only to further our pain, but the world ain't courteous,
                              To those of us that can't afford clothes that show our worthiness,
Im sitting an a 16 foot camper with my girl and dog, no one in either family has put a helping hand,
Not one person has even noticed how strong we stand,
            If it was winter and we were freezin outside we wouldnt have place to sleep if we offered money in hand.
We smoke **** and work, so they see us like we ain't worth savin from the pain.

See all I need is help, but that would mean trusting the ones in need
Every moment of happy is hell, how can the fortunate expect us to serve for them when our checks barley pay rent
I'm a horrible person cuz I didn't have a wealthy parent to find me a house and pay for it.
Instead I raised myself and earned ever **** thing I own.
Nobody cares if I have a home. Imy just expected to make it all on my own.